i feel really really emo now, seeing that i feel like i just lost a friend or something. and i feel super idiotic and pissed off at myself, seeing that i'm actually jealous about this thing. What's my problem? D: Without this person there i feel really weird. Like i lost a part of me. And in the first place, why do i want to even be in that person's close ring of friends? am a a lesbian? no i'm not.
Ignoring my emo-ed part, i'm going to talk about the past few days
IDMI WEEK <3>
So, 1st and 2nd July were consultation days. REALLY FUN! My group is quite retarded though. And ZhiMin kept slacking like HELL. Darien was okay... abit slack-ish too. Feel that Becks and I did the most work la. ZZZ! Mr. Tan wasn't really of any help, you know. Kept telling us to not feel nervous during presentation, etc. We only met him for 1/2 hour, and Miss Kiw (the other mentor) stayed with her groups from 8.30am to like, 10+ 11am? She's so nice, somemore!
So the presentation came. We presented okay-ish, seeing that we didn't do a dry run after all. Then, for my slides i was SO nervous i didn't even think of other stuff to say like what i normally would do in presentations, say other crap that sounded pro that wasn't in the script. Really regret not dry-running, and wish i drilled the other group members to chiong work. Sarah and Laura was like, watching stuff on the 2nd day la. Darien and ZhiMin was in the classroom playing with their laptops, zzz! The mentor was like, so UHHHH! She said we had good organisation, but lacked high-level thinking. Excusez-moi? Like please, its not really nice to say that you know, its really mean.
WE SHOW HIGH-ORDER THINKING, KTHX.
So yea, nothing much. I think I didn't do very well, want to applaud ChingYing's group for doing so well, i'm really impressed :D And I think their content is really well-thought out. You see, if my group members really offered to help and stay back and everything, we would have been better than THAT, I'M VERY CONFIDENT ABOUT THIS.
End of IDMI week, it was fun! :D To be with RongYing on the train was funner. :} why am i so obsessed with even playing with her? i have sarah, chingying, iris, etc! ZZZ.
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Ya, so... today! :D
Went for YOUTH DAY CELEBRATIONS! Was REALLY cool! :D
Assembled in the morning outside classroom for awhile, RongYing was entertaining. Abit. Felt very left out and etc, as usual. LOL, don't really know why since yesterday during the trainride i started reflecting and felt very out of place. Hm... ._.
Then went to assemble, blahblah. So, we went to hall after that to watch performances. Really nice! I forgot what programmes were in order, though.
We had 2 CS people do some crap talking, what 38381738! :D haha CS is cool.
Then, had some singing/dancing/musicalinstrument-ing by teachers! ;D mrtan was SUPER retarted. Bit like RongYing.
Then, we had breakdancing and band ensembles by M.O.M, one band thingy thats formed in school. Heh, JUNHAO'S one of them! :D yay senior.
Then, had performances by YURONG! And other sec1s singing to liangshanbo&juliye! :DDDD Yayness, and after that we had breakdancing by 'Styles from Beyond' group. THEY ROCK LA, PACMAN LOLS.
So yup, then we had a carnival. Grabbed some food, and walked around. Got pissed with some people actually, then after that played some captain'sball (waterbag version)! Lost, badly. RONGYING LA! Super retarded. And like, she screamed then i screamed for no freaking reason? Then i realised the waterbag actually was flying above my head. ^^ Hee. But didn't get wet D; So, just emo-ed more. Saw Fel, RongYing, Laura, Iris and 1K people walking around track, so since i wanted to 'sansanxin', walked with Sarah and ChingYing. We talked... happy to have some alone-time together to talk about stuff. Anyway the people infront of us didn't really care about us, so yes. We were quite happy.
THEN I HEARD 'S.O.S.' PLAYING :DDDDDDDDDD YAY THEN WENT HIGH FOR AWHILE, then went back to the emo state. HEE, JONAS BROTHERS <3>
Then after that emo-ed abit, cheered up for awhile when rongying actually asked me to go over to play with them or something when i was emoing at a corner with my ribena looking after sarah's tablet. ^^ Then, went to discuss the skit for TEACHER'S DAY! Super cool la, hope i have a part to play in it? :D Miss ROSYTH DD:
After that, went to Iris's house. Went to sarah to compasspoint to shop abit and eat lunch when iris went to julia's house to collect raingauge. After that, went to Iris's house and practically slacked la -.- YAY IRIS <3!>
And then, on the bus home was emo-ing again. ZZZ, I HATE EMO-ING. I HATE THE FEELING. Then, got lost. Forgot how to walk home T.T managed to walk home in the end. :D I ROCK.
Since i feel like emo-ing, cause i just went to Fel's blog and saw some stuff; read her post. Mainly. And felt that my blog was... yea.
Thanks to my unsupportive/busy RGS friends, my blog's dead. AND MY STUPID SENIORS. Yes, Joseph. So yeah, bye D:
mood: Very sad. Very, very sad.
Friday, July 4, 2008
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#5. Emo-ed/um... today ;D
i feel really really emo now, seeing that i feel like i just lost a friend or something. and i feel super idiotic and pissed off at myself, seeing that i'm actually jealous about this thing. What's my problem? D: Without this person there i feel really weird. Like i lost a part of me. And in the first place, why do i want to even be in that person's close ring of friends? am a a lesbian? no i'm not.
Ignoring my emo-ed part, i'm going to talk about the past few days
IDMI WEEK <3>
So, 1st and 2nd July were consultation days. REALLY FUN! My group is quite retarded though. And ZhiMin kept slacking like HELL. Darien was okay... abit slack-ish too. Feel that Becks and I did the most work la. ZZZ! Mr. Tan wasn't really of any help, you know. Kept telling us to not feel nervous during presentation, etc. We only met him for 1/2 hour, and Miss Kiw (the other mentor) stayed with her groups from 8.30am to like, 10+ 11am? She's so nice, somemore!
So the presentation came. We presented okay-ish, seeing that we didn't do a dry run after all. Then, for my slides i was SO nervous i didn't even think of other stuff to say like what i normally would do in presentations, say other crap that sounded pro that wasn't in the script. Really regret not dry-running, and wish i drilled the other group members to chiong work. Sarah and Laura was like, watching stuff on the 2nd day la. Darien and ZhiMin was in the classroom playing with their laptops, zzz! The mentor was like, so UHHHH! She said we had good organisation, but lacked high-level thinking. Excusez-moi? Like please, its not really nice to say that you know, its really mean.
WE SHOW HIGH-ORDER THINKING, KTHX.
So yea, nothing much. I think I didn't do very well, want to applaud ChingYing's group for doing so well, i'm really impressed :D And I think their content is really well-thought out. You see, if my group members really offered to help and stay back and everything, we would have been better than THAT, I'M VERY CONFIDENT ABOUT THIS.
End of IDMI week, it was fun! :D To be with RongYing on the train was funner. :} why am i so obsessed with even playing with her? i have sarah, chingying, iris, etc! ZZZ.
---
Ya, so... today! :D
Went for YOUTH DAY CELEBRATIONS! Was REALLY cool! :D
Assembled in the morning outside classroom for awhile, RongYing was entertaining. Abit. Felt very left out and etc, as usual. LOL, don't really know why since yesterday during the trainride i started reflecting and felt very out of place. Hm... ._.
Then went to assemble, blahblah. So, we went to hall after that to watch performances. Really nice! I forgot what programmes were in order, though.
We had 2 CS people do some crap talking, what 38381738! :D haha CS is cool.
Then, had some singing/dancing/musicalinstrument-ing by teachers! ;D mrtan was SUPER retarted. Bit like RongYing.
Then, we had breakdancing and band ensembles by M.O.M, one band thingy thats formed in school. Heh, JUNHAO'S one of them! :D yay senior.
Then, had performances by YURONG! And other sec1s singing to liangshanbo&juliye! :DDDD Yayness, and after that we had breakdancing by 'Styles from Beyond' group. THEY ROCK LA, PACMAN LOLS.
So yup, then we had a carnival. Grabbed some food, and walked around. Got pissed with some people actually, then after that played some captain'sball (waterbag version)! Lost, badly. RONGYING LA! Super retarded. And like, she screamed then i screamed for no freaking reason? Then i realised the waterbag actually was flying above my head. ^^ Hee. But didn't get wet D; So, just emo-ed more. Saw Fel, RongYing, Laura, Iris and 1K people walking around track, so since i wanted to 'sansanxin', walked with Sarah and ChingYing. We talked... happy to have some alone-time together to talk about stuff. Anyway the people infront of us didn't really care about us, so yes. We were quite happy.
THEN I HEARD 'S.O.S.' PLAYING :DDDDDDDDDD YAY THEN WENT HIGH FOR AWHILE, then went back to the emo state. HEE, JONAS BROTHERS <3>
Then after that emo-ed abit, cheered up for awhile when rongying actually asked me to go over to play with them or something when i was emoing at a corner with my ribena looking after sarah's tablet. ^^ Then, went to discuss the skit for TEACHER'S DAY! Super cool la, hope i have a part to play in it? :D Miss ROSYTH DD:
After that, went to Iris's house. Went to sarah to compasspoint to shop abit and eat lunch when iris went to julia's house to collect raingauge. After that, went to Iris's house and practically slacked la -.- YAY IRIS <3!>
And then, on the bus home was emo-ing again. ZZZ, I HATE EMO-ING. I HATE THE FEELING. Then, got lost. Forgot how to walk home T.T managed to walk home in the end. :D I ROCK.
Since i feel like emo-ing, cause i just went to Fel's blog and saw some stuff; read her post. Mainly. And felt that my blog was... yea.
Thanks to my unsupportive/busy RGS friends, my blog's dead. AND MY STUPID SENIORS. Yes, Joseph. So yeah, bye D:
