I've been like, slacking for who-knows-how-long already, after finishing all my moodle quizzes. Once I get 93% and above, I'll stop redo-ing and redo-ing. Anyway, I'm just lazy to do my work. I mean, I know, I shouldn't be slacking. But in any case, I've been cramming for 10 weeks and I should deserve at LEAST one Saturday of slacking.
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I won't post about today.
Like what I read on another person's blog, you can always find out about my day from somewhere esle, so since this is my blog, shouldn't I be posting my feelings?
Okay, kind of cliched. Not my feelings, but somewhere near there.
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Like, you know that people get easily hurt from words you say? Or, insensitive words. Something I read today in a magazine left a deep, lasting impression on me. It is about this girl whose friend died.
He had a quarrel with his mom, and in a fit of anger his mom said, "Go and die la!" And he did. To spite his mother, probably, he jumped from a building.
See the power of words?
Maybe it isn't really the 'power', but how our own feelings and reactions to them can actually make them so 'powerful'. Our interpretations, I mean. Like yesterday, when Jodie said to me when she saw my school badge, " Omg! Why are there these weird chinese words? Your school is so cheena la!" I was affected from that. Maybe it was just a passing remark, something that you just say to express your opinions about something. But people interpret differently.
So, I actually have two things to talk about here; since I'm pissed and I'm trying to source out the source of this anger and solve it. Since Felicia said, "then you must kan kai yi dian!" So I shall. Well, it isn't really so easy. Last year, there was hardly anything to worry about. I had my friends, I had my enemy, I always knew my friends were there for me. I knew they wouldn't be 'stolen' by any other intruder. Childish much, a replay of primary school childishness.
Friends, as I can define, are people who stand by you, who do things to improve you for the better, who don't expect anything in return. Friends, are people who understand your feelings. Friends, know where they are in your life and never forget you.
Why have I become so easily irritated? I doubt its overprotectiveness, can anyone prove that? Sometimes, even with my dearest iRCFC, I still feel so helpless. Maybe, we haven't established that bond between us yet. I don't think I really had with Dawne and MinChih. Although I know them rather well, the two of them are still closer than me with them. Same for Fel and Chitty. Dawne and MinChih are in the same school, same CCA, and everything. I'm not. Fel and Chitty have been sitting together for 1 term, I have not. Cause-and-effect? Maybe.
Well, those are arguments for the fact that I don't have proper friends. Counter-arguments?
I can still make it happen.
Dang. I drifted off-topic. -.-
Anyway, for me to be more open, I just have to keep trying. With everyone around me having different personalities and characters, I can never evade everyone from breaking the fragile bond. Well, I just don't believe in trying-to-stick-to-people methods. If Fel and Chitty wishes to do something, I will leave them alone. Doesn't mean that we're a clique means I can go all "Like, hello! I'm your clique-mate! TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT." I guess, I kinda respect privacy. The same analogy of, "I'm your friend! Let me see you naked!" Yes. Just about.
Like the netball thing, some things just can't be helped. If LXY wants to stay with her dearest 'mommy', then I'll just have to let it be. "Every cloud has a silver lining", and I found peace with Iris and ZhiMin and ZhengJun, who apparently entertained me for the whole of PE.
So, I've drifted off-topic so badly I really forgot what I was going to post about.
At least, through that semi-flaming process, I realise that what I was pissed off about and what I can do. Well, Fel, sometimes flaming at yourselves is good.
and i realise that ever since then, their tone towards me have changed. I no longer look forward to those meetings...
maybe. maybe not. i think not.
:D So now,
I shall try to do some work.
Meeting i-RCFC! on tuesday.
Yay? Maybe.
<3bye.
deadfeelings: comtemplative, yet scared.
Friday, August 29, 2008
{ 10:15 PM on '#34. :D TD!' }
Yo :D
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
xD
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Today was really fun ;D
DHSTDC!
Dunman High School's Teacher's Day Celebrations! LOL.
Rocks!
Went to school with a stomachache; really really pain. Went to the toilet and was okay after that. Yay, I rock. Then went school, copied CME. Okay it wasn't really COPYING, Sarah taught me how to do it. :D Not copying. Then submitted the SC Form, submitted my signed TingXie, handed up my CME. :D Feel accomplished! Kind of.
Then, Sarah told me I was wearing skinnyjeans. WHAT?! I DIDN'T KNOW O.O They don't look skinny to me. They look fat. On me. Dang! Then we went flag-raising, the SCs made brownies for the teachers and cards and stuff! SEE, THIS IS WHY I WANT TO BE AN SC. You get to really show your appreciation for the teachers and help to organise stuff! Stretch your imagination and love skills.
After, changed in the toilet. SiowXinYi looked interesting. I looked weird D: half of my shirt is in bigstripes, the other half is in smallstripes. -.- BUT I LOVE MY SHIRT :D Then, tried to style RongYing's hair. Rocks. IT STANDS! ;D
Went for TD Concert! There were 4 emcees, 2 guys 2 girls. The 2 girl emcees were both named Cassandra. -.- Gosh. And at that time I was sitting beside Cassandra Mun. LOL. The concert was cool; but I mean, we could have been up there. But forget it, I won't blame 1Flick cause it's already over. Cool beatboxing, although it was rather scary and saliva-wasting. Then some other stuff xDD
Went for potluckparty!
Uber-lameness is THE word to describe it. We played, went damn retarded, and wasted lots of food. Poke RongYing very properly and nicely. Took photos with some teachers after that, I mean... CLASS PHOTOS :D Melvin was being uberlame la, keep deciding what we should do. NOW, MELVIN, WE WILL DECIDE OURSELVES, YOU'RE NOT EVEN NEAR ANYWHERE OF A CHAIRPERSON. -.- Diao! LOL.
After some singing, dancing, lalalala... went back to class! Sang True Teacher to ZhengLaoShi, Mr Tan, Mrs Chu, Mrs Chin, Mrs Koh, Ms Kheng. OMG la, we looked DAMN retarded. ._. PSPSPS! But at least they were reallllllly appreciative :D They're so sweet! I LOVE MY TEACHERS.
Cabbed to Rosyth with ShiMin and WanYu.
First saw Isabella! :DD Then, AnYan and Gloria.
Then waited and saw a whole group of RGSers. I mean, lets not elaborate on the guys who HAVE SHOT UP and are now gloating over it. Like KEITH.
KEITH! STOP IT! I KNOW YOU'RE TALLER THAN ME. D: Since P3... since P3. Dang. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TALLER THAN YOU! D:
Then, talked to Mrs Koh YY, HuLaoShi, refused to talk to Mrs Shannen Koh, GuoLaoShi! ;D awwww. Mrs Koh YY looks as pretty as ever! She was like, "Cass! Why are you so quiet today? That's not like your usual self." LOL. :D I know, felt abit. Left out. Yep.
Hugged GLS! gee-elle-ass. xD I remember in P5 la! We were saying she was really tooooo fat and however many uZaps she had also cannot slim down. ANDAND that her bra straps kept falling remember? OMG, emo! D:
HuLaoShi! ;D STILL shorter than me. Oh well, veryvery happy to see her! :D I want to tell her my chinese IS improving.
MrGrosse! Didn't get to see him D: Mrs Grosse said he was sick!
MR GROSSE, YOU NEED TO GET WELL SOON! I HAVE ALOT OF EL QUESTIONS TO ASK YOU.
Mrs Shannen Koh! <>
I mean, ah. You know, as usual... the same i-don't-want-to-see-this-stupid-student-of-mine-who-didn't-get-into-rgs look. She said hi to every single one of them except me. I mean, WHO WANTS TO SAY HI TO YOU? Just as irritating as Yu Teng.
YUTENG! :D
{sarcasm}
What crap.
SAME PHONE AS ME! HOW DAOMEI IS THAT? I seriously need to change phone. Like, NICHOLAS NEO HAOYANG, have fun being together with your DEAREST YuTeng. I know...
BIOMAGNIFICATION!
haha.
Bing, remember? We used to keep saying that when YT touched our stuff. xD
Rachelle!
RACHELLLLLLLLLLLE :DDDDDDDD FERRERO <3>
Bing!
Yup. HI AGAIN, FELLOW YUTENG-HATER. :D Okay la, I miss you lots too! :D
Rachel, Kim, Des!
AAAAAH. 415/514 MATES. And Kim, 302 mate. D: I miss you guys lots! --
DES: CAPSICUMMMMMMMMMMMJUICE! <3
KIM, RACHEL: REMEMBER, KICPETS? xDDDD omgs! Kimberley, Isabella, Cassandra!
JODIE!
:DDDDD YO! My dearest p5-best-buddy-thingy friend! :D you still love to zap me. aaaaah.
Dawne, MinChih!
:DDD I know, my other 2 bestbest friends! <3>
MinChih: Have fun with Netball... AND JAMES. :D
The Guys. In General...
JAX! jiayous with winning DESIREE'S heart! xDD
LiangPing, SeanSeet, Isaac: Ew. -.-
Darren: My school uniform ROCKS.
Alex, Sam, Nick: HI :DDDDDD
Others I don't really know well:
DANG, I KNOW YOU'VE GROWN. REMEMBER I WAS ONCE TALLER THAN YOU.
aaah enough of dedications. I feel emo D: i miss all the p6ge times!
1. The guys were like, SO MUCH MORE SOCIABLE.
> I admit, I mean, they're not nerds or anything. They're 100% qualified Rafflesians who are so much nicer to girls. They're not rowdy, just rather (or VERY) lame. They're nice! Our class guys are... -pukes- DIAONESS.
2. Girls!
> I admit there are some bitchier ones (AHEM, AHEM) but the rest are really nice! I mean, they don't go: Oh Cass isn't in RGS, so let's talk about our dearest school and leave her out. ;D they're reallllly nice! And as pretty as ever. Even Rachelle seems to have squeezed her pimples out xD
3. Dang.
> I didn't get to say: I WANNA SQUEEZE YOUR BALLS! to anyone; cause if i did... They'll zap me really hard. Or scold me. T.T See, they can CONTROL me. My class girls let me control them. :D
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it is just some times when it happens,
then you know how to treasure it.
but by that time,
it is just too late.
Now,
you only have the memories.
Treasure it.
Yup :D
Moodle dieded again,
So i'm blogging.
IT STILL ISN'T ALIVE YET.
DIE LE D:
wish meh luck, bye (;
Thursday, August 28, 2008
{ 10:17 PM on '#32. Pissed.' }
Hi people.
I'm going to have to flame again, even though tomorrow is supposed to be a happy day and I kinda promised myself I would sleep at 9pm. Oh look, its 10.18pm. I mean, tomorrow is going to be happy cause I get to see Rosyth and RosythGEP07 again; but not really happy on the other hand cause in the morning Teacher's Day Celebrations would be really sucky.
Look, Teacher's Day Celebrations IS a happy occasion where everyone goes around handing little gifts or cards to their teacher to show their appreciation for their lovvveeeeeeeee towards us. Okay, so we should be very happy. Yup.
That's the end of my flame :D that caught your attention, yes?
;DDDD
So,
today was a really random day where I was feeling really depressed cause I forgot my SC Form AND my Chinese TingXie D: I mean, DOUBLE DEPRESSION.
Yep.
So, went through lessons as usual, nothing much. We had SCIENCE! :D The Human Reproductive System. Rocks. Ya, then ACC! :D XuLaoShi came back. ;D he's more... sociable. Despite the gayness in him! Oh well.
Then lalala, won't talk about the stupid SC Form.
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At home now.
Don't know what's with my mom la, the WAY she scolds me is super rude la. She keeps saying I'm so rude to her and stuff, but really. I didn't do anything! Sometimes I just forget. Human Error. Like this morning, she scolded me over the phone for being so freaking careless. Like, its already DONE. So help me instead of shouting at me for who-knows-what reason!
Wish I had more caring moms. The birthday present I bought for her is like a medal saying "World's Greatest Mom". And I'm wondering how many of these medals are manufactured in the world.
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So I'm going to try to enjoy tomorrow... bye D: :D (: :(
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
{ 6:51 PM on '#31. ROSYTH!' }
yo ;D
i feel a sudden passion for my dearest ROSYTH! <3
i shall now recite the school song.
The boys and girls of Rosyth School We march in thousands strong We love our work, we love our play We all know right from wrong
The will to serve our Singapore Grows stronger day by day We take a stand the growing band And fight the glorious way Chorus
For Rosyth School, our Rosyth School To serve we will endeavour A leading light, a-shining bright Rosyth School forever
In times of stress and strain we find The joy of strong endeavour In spite of setbacks in our work We strive along together
Our teamwork is a source of strength And ruggedness another To meet the challenge of the day For Rosyth School forever
Chorus
YAYYY :D i love Rosyth School <3>
sudden random inspiration to sing everything out from TANMINCHIH'S BLOG. :D
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:D I'm going to type in proper english from here thereof, although I definitely would NOT leave out my usual input of SMILEY FACES! :D see what I mean.
So anyway, before I start chionging for homework, I shall elaborate on today. Abit.
Today was a nice, serene day with fluffy clouds hanging in the azure blue sky, birds soaring through the nice scenery hanging over this picturesque scene. -.-
Today was really, crap. I chiong-ed abit for L.A. this morning, I mean... the Poetry Recital! Then we had L.A. (2 blocks. 1st block now.) and went through the gradedcompre we did. DANG KOHRONGYING, SHE GOT HIGHER THAN ME! AND WE ALL KNOWWWWW HER ENGLISH SUCKS. xD No la, but still. My standard is supposed to be higher D: How to face Mr. Grosse now?! Copied Maths. But didn't use it in the end. -.-
Science! Yay Reproductive System, it completely rocks. I mean, with the WONDERFUL pictures and images (Imagery) seeping into our head, what else but 'polluted' can our minds be described with? Like, the VE-VE-VE-VE-VE-VE-GGIE? :D ew. Okay.
Recess! Tried practising the poem. Sounded like a COMPLETE, and I mean COMPLETE bimbo. Goodness! Like some FELICIA reading to you. -.-
Chinese! Yay ;D Sometimes, I kinda enjoy Chinese. When ZLS did tingxie for the re-tingxie-ers, I did too! Except for one, FULL MARKS! :D MY CHINESE GOT IMPROVEMENT. YAYNESS.
CME! Crap. Very lame -.-
Maths! Had some random quizzes. Poked RongYing's chest lots.
LUNCH! No lunch D: Chionged for Poetry.
POETRY RECITAL! Crap! i CAN'T believe I actually had STAGE-FRIGHT! I mean, do I look like someone who is actually has stage-fright? There were even people who were like, "Cass! How come you have stage-fright de?!" Yup. I suck.
I LOVE MY JOB, I LOVE MY PAY I LOVE IT MORE AND MORE EACH DAY I LOVE MY BOSS, HE BALLS, THEY [ARE] THE BEST I LOVE HIS BOSS AND ALL THE REST. <3
Yay Dr. Seuss ;D
Went home with Laura, Vivian, LXinYi, Venus.
Me and Laura made up this uber-lame and SICK poem about Iris and RongYing. :D
-
Going to really chiong now, byes (:
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
{ 5:54 PM on '#30. the wrath of les devoirs.' }
DANGGGGG IT.
D:
today wasn't a REALLY happy day;
but i felt rather happyhappy :D
WHICH IS NOT GOOD.
Started my day by going to school. :D
Then we had CHINESE! tingxie.
15/20!
i refuse to count the mark limxinyi minused because my 之 looked weird.
IT LOOKS PERFECTLY CUTE, i assure you.
its rather okay la,
but i should have really READ the passage more than doing 习字, anyway.
seriously sucks man. i can't get it D: stupid, the time limit is seriously STUPIDDDDDDD.
ate;
got CHASED OUT from the classroom by the freaking SJAB people.
I mean, like hello. Okay, we know you need the room for your CCA and everything, but as Lin Min so aptly put it across, "all the NON-SJAB members please GET OUT of the classroom". Yes, we can get out, sure! Yes, there is really no need to chase us out like that. What, you think we want to stay there and leech on all the SJAB secrets or invade in your privacy? Na. We have better things to do.
No offence to any SJABs who read this blog.
Which is actually, none except for RongYing who'll dao me after reading that.
Then, since we were very nicely forced out of the room, we sat at the benches and chionged. Finished 2 quizzes! :D Sucks, but at LEAST its finished.
Still, damn the internet connection.
Laggier than the connection in the classroom.
Yup.
That's about it.
Had french!
FUN :DD learnt cool grammar AGAIN.
Mlle Lim said that we learn too much grammar. xD
And got back test results.
Deproved D: sucks man. My results always +1 or -1. Grah.
But for Term3, i checked! 80% :D okay la, better than alot of school subjects.
YAYYYYYYY
I'M GOING OFF NOW
BYE :D
Monday, August 25, 2008
{ 12:04 PM on '#30. :DDD -skiving-' }
HIHI :D for once, I'M SKIVING IN CLASS. :DDDDD
its kinda fun. xDD
Diao; Mrs Koh is talking about A4 Paper Length, Surface Area, or something like that.
YAY :DDD BALLS!
Since i'm blogging during the day; there's really nothing much to talk about.
See, this is a theory of blogging just for the sake of blogging. :D
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HISTORY! eh. eh. eh. eh. eh.
Nothing much! Presented something I didn't help to work for. -.- SINGAPORE, IS IT IN A GOLDEN AGEEEEE? I don't think so.
Won't elaborate, Or i'll type in all my argument points here. -.-
RECESS! ShiMin said maybe she's taking WanYu's car eh; AND I WONDER IF NG.KIA GAVE US TIMESLOTS TO VISIT TEACHER THAT WE DON'T KNOW OF. or MAYBE she won't even let us in D:
rahrahrah; i miss mrgrosse D: mrsteo D: mrskohYONGYONG D: hulaoshi D: what others ah. -.-
YA.
CHINESE! :D studied for tingxie. fun :D ALMOST pwned Darien in mock tingxie. xDDDD
ASSEMBLY! we won 3rd :D in the chinese story-telling competition. YAY! :DDDD er... congrats thiri, venus, iris, jingpei :D
-i'm so freaking nicenice.-
THEN ITS MATHS NOW. :D i'm confused.
I JUST POKED RONGYING'S CHEST AGAIN! YAYYYYYYY. nice to poke you know, you should try. ^^
lalalalala byeeee~
Sunday, August 24, 2008
{ 4:47 PM on '#28. YAY (:' }
yayyyyy hello! (:
i feel rather happy today! despite the piling homework.
WAYYYYYYYYT!
i list homework first ;D
01 tingxie! D: 02 find a compo. on the net for ZLS. renwuzhuanji sucks. D: 03 check how many science reflections needed. 04 find poem! for poem recital.
GAH!
so unfortunate! SO I'LL JUST CONTINUE WITH MY SHORT, SHORT DAY. about, as short as rongying's toot.
So, i woke up. i ate. i practised piano.
went to hougangmall earlier; ATE LUNCH. SHOPPED FOR BLACK-STUFF FOR TEACHER'S DAY (: {waste money -.- but yay, nice clothes xD}
PIANO!
i'm here now.
this is as lame as it can get; so jiayoussssss cass! for your homework-completing-task,
BYE. :D
Saturday, August 23, 2008
{ 12:56 PM on '#27. Homework ._.' }
OMG HELLO! ;D
i feel rather over-the-moon cause i'm not emo anymore! CREDITS chingying! (: comforted me about my sciencetest. thiri! (: lending me her stuff for teacher'sday.
LOLS, randomness.
I'll list my homework here today. I'm so mesmerised by my blog I stare it at for the whole day.
i'm really pissed off by even my closest friends in the class.
somehow, or as it appears to me,
all the friends that i've ever gotten close to in this class ever pissed me off so badly i felt like just killing myself on the spot.
sarah.
she's still a really nice friend to me now, but i still remember teacher's day.
sorry sarah, i want you to know you're still my friend regardless of our previous quarrels.
thiri.
oh well, i won't elaborate.
i just don't know how to treat her.
but i still love her.
linmin.
i know, we were the class's first couple.
she's nice and all, but sometimes she's abit too impulsive.
like lesson time, disrespect is sometimes, not a virtue.
but she's still rather nice.
(as you notice, those were my family members. my closest, and first ever friends.)
then.
chingying.
she's never pissed me off before.
felicia.
not much...
sometimes she just completely disregards my feelings...
i guess.
even with cfc and all, i always feel left out.
i mean,
like recess:
she can just walk off without rongying and like,
"oh crap, where's casscass? aaaaah, who cares. let's go."
ya. maybe it kinda seems that way to me.
chityee.
not really...
sometimes she and rongying are so close i feel like i'm an outsider.
actually, i am.
ya. so she's rather okay, like fel.
rongying.
takes away all my freedom.
-.-
more of the fact that
everywhere she goes,
everyone takes notice of her.
and i'm never noticed.
(okay, that doesn't really matter)
like cfc.
it was cassfelchitty
now its rongyingcassfelchitty
it seems as if its rongyingfelchitty
and soon it will be.
i just feel as if i'm just disposable,
i don't feel like, if i'm not there, the person would be lonely.
like i have no true, true friend.
i miss dawne.
i miss minchih.
they might not miss me as much as i miss them, but i'm sure at least they do think about me.
i miss rosythge.
at least, there, you felt as if you were needed.
maybe alot of people would come up to tell me that "oh cassandra, you're like, so popular! -laughs- you seem to just know everyone in the school!"
oh well, i've had people telling me that.
but i think to myself, its just on the surface.
i won't mention 1 more person that's to be added to my once-true-friends-who-made-me-pissed-then-regained-friendship list.
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today's LA and science test.
LA was okay, but i felt that i repeated too many points and i didn't focus on the last stanza properly.
the diction used was probably not appropriate, and i didn't mention much of poetry devices.
i'm really scared. but that's not enough.
Science was worse.
i was panicking so much. its OSMOSIS, not DIFFUSION.
like, my goodness.
i messed that up.
i'm going to fail it.
and people around me are like: CASS, I'M WORSER THAN YOU OKAY. MY GRAPH!
okay, firstly.
as long you plotted it correctly with the axes and everything, you wouldn't be penalised.
these experiments are done by secondary 1 students, moreover its not in a perfect situation.
the results are never perfect; so why complain?
i'm the only one that put diffusion;
which is as lame as i can get. i'll probably lose all marks.
the notes confused me so much i didn't know what to put.
FLICK it.
at least sarah kinda comforted me.
thanks sarah, :D
the rest of the day was okay;
chinese was completely crap.
i can't believe i forgot to write the stuff out.
now i have to find some compo for zhenglaoshi.
sorryyyyyy zhenglaoshi :x
then counsellingsession (compulsory for the class); just an intro.
wells.
at first us 4, belinda sarah venus and i were going to just go for lunch;
but we wanted to see what happened.
so we went with the class.
but i mean, chitty rongying fel already left before me
(probably cause they thought i wasn't going) for the counselling room.
not their fault,
but i feel kinda left out when its the 3 of them, so happy and everything;
and i'm standing at the back of the classroom emo-ing when i'm supposed to be in their clique.
i mean, the CFC clique. now officially known as the RFC clique.
then i got pissed off, as in. really pissed off.
was about to just start crying and bawling.
but no, i don't do that.
so i left with belinda, venus and sarah for lunch.
mslee told us there was classroomcheck, so we cleaned up the classroom for them.
yay, i love venus, belinda and sarah ;D and only them. i guess.
then had no time for lunch, so went to buy a drink.
saw zhenglaoshi there, then i was like: O.O! -jaw drops in shock-
zhenglaoshi was like: (in chinese, duh) why are you so shocked to see me? -.-
LOL.
then the bus. we were talking crap.
THE BUST THING. -.- diaoz. "I MUST, I MUST, I MUST INCREASE YOUR BUST!" -.- sarah!
then reached; NYP IS SOOOOO BIG O.O
went for the coolcool talk, saw alot of rosythians! (:
and mrstong,
one teacher i forgot the name of,
and MS HO! :D msho moved to rulang in p5, remember. ._.
so...
ya.
then finished talk,
we ate alot.
then left with venus for home.
^^ i brought her mooncakes home by mistake.
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i feel rather depressed.
stressed.
emotionless.
verbally ironic.
pissed off.
angry.
undescribed.
byeeeee.
i miss rosyth ge.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
{ 6:15 PM on '#25. PCDAY!' }
HIHI :D PC DAY! <3> i'm going to post too! i will ignore the pile of work undone... ;DDDD ahaha. i rock.
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i woke up at 6.30am, lalala. DIDN'T argue with my parents on the car; melvin called me when i was just about to doze off. reached school at around 7.45am, the classroom was LOCKED and so i just brought my sister and parents to walk around the school abit. my mom went toilet :D
went back to class while my family proceeded to the hall. was helping to prepare the food la! SUPER ANGRY; all the extra food- too much bread, the fillings weren't even enough to begin with, let alone talk about variety in fillings. Venus and ChingYing are un-blamed, I really appreciate the effort they've put into the food preparation. I could tell ChingYing was kinda angry, too. Oh well...
We decided on the ribbon-cutting ceremony? Uh... -.-" diaos. Then I was checking the slideshow, like WTH la, I appreciate Melvin's freaking effort of helping me with the compilation into a video, but LIKE, he did so many things without my consultation! Took away some pictures, added in alot of stupid XXLC pictures, and wth. I was damn pissed off, even though Mr Tan was like: Cassandra, good job!
WTH, then I was kinda emo-ing, my DARLING _____ made it all worse. Wanted to like, talk/scold RY, then _____ kept coming in, talking about RY, uh... D: I'm starting to feel kinda sad le. stupid! Rah... Then now right, for the class to keep, I'm going to just add on photos to the slideshow. As in, really organise it for OUR class. I'm going to do it myself, with you guys or something. I'M NOT LETTING MELVIN DO THIS. At first, my worry was letting melvin like, you know, that he'll procrastinate. I didn't know he'll go put all these I CLEARLY REMEMBER FORBIDDING HIM TO. And the song, WHAT. PUT IN SOME STUPID ENGLISH SONG WE ALL DON'T KNOW?
I'm sorry to say this, but WTH. WTF. WTH. WTH. yes. -.-
Then basically, I was just really high la.
Went to hall for the address of PRINCIPAL, MRS CHIN. Was kinda tearing abit, like CHITTY, IDK why. ._. Then a nicenice slideshow by Cikgu Iskandar! :D Then went back to class, then the parents had the gallery while we were pinching food.
FOUND OUT THAT VIVIAN'S DAD WAS MY MOM'S EX-COLLEAGUE. SUPER OMGness.
Ya, then just roamed around... until the time where parents were supposed to go watch Julia's presentation; and the class item, and the crane/star-folding sessions.
Julia seemed to be really scared -.-" I mean, I don't see what's there to be scared about :D I felt so high I wanted to suddenly run in and present with Julia. Ahahaha. Then after that, class item. TOTALLY IMPROMPTU. Like, o.o! We were very lame.
At first the guys wanted YOU RAISE ME UP... er wth? So random. What, MELVIN, you want to show off your singing skills? RAWR. Then we sang STAND BY ME and AT THE BEGINNING. Like, then the guys were pissed at us for not singing YOU RAISE ME UP? STUPID.
Then, just hobo-ed around, was looking at Julia and SXY like... o.o! why are you so scared of speaking louder? -.-"
I was like, OKAY, PARENTS. lalala. and suddenly... total silence. -.-" I'M SCARY RIGHT.
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then lalala, talked to rongying's mom. FUNFUN :DDDDDDDD Nothing lor, just stayed back and ya, rearranged tables and stuff.
I love the class! I mean like, everyone helped to stuff themselves with the dead bread. YAY CLASS SPIRIT! <3
Then, left with Sarah, RongYing, Chitty, JK. Oh well, I KNOW we are all not/find it weird that JK's following us; keeps lugging RongYing away from my dearest Chitty, and we find it rather irritating for someone who is like... not from 1L, and is kinda like _____. How interesting. Is RY that nice to be with that everyone's trying to fight for her or something? Uh...
These kinda things are RATHER, if not IS, uncontrolled things. So, I suggest for all to stop trying to hug RY and pull her away when we're trying to talk to her, or try to budge in. OR ELSE. I will mash you in tomato salad and throw you in some ulu dustbin, cause I don't see the whole point of trying to lug away. I'm NOT being some lame protective person of a friend, cause it would mean I'm being rather sarcastic and hypocritical.
So it was ME SARAH CHITTY walking together, and talking about stuff. Cause I told Chitty to give up on trying to get RY to stop acting like some retard and march. JK will be pissed, Sarah said JK gave this completely dirty look to Chitty when Chitty stopped their marching.
Anyway, moving on to supposedly happier things, we alighted at Outram Park and proceeded to Dhoby Ghaut. Without JK OR YR. So, me and sarah were checking out RongYing's good-functions-but-not-attractive phone, W980 ;D She should seriously get nicer themes. -.- Okay, so we walked around Dhoby Ghaut, then decided to sit at McCafe. Bought a Large ILT, omg. Weird. Talked about some GEP stuff, passed the FRY around (ew...), then ya. Me and Chitty shared TAKOYAKI. 4 Balls! Then after that, kinda walked around, talked abit, then walked to train station with RongYing. Stood with RongYing until her MRT came first, and we were acting lesbian laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -.- travellators (: FUNFUN, <3
So ya, that's kindaf my day. I spent 46mins on this, (after wasting 15minutes try to fix RongYing's blogskin damage) so I'm going to chiong homework now.
(:
stupid rongying really spoiled the whole skin, i dunno what happened.
very pissed.
Monday, August 11, 2008
{ 7:48 PM on '#24. JUNCTION8-FETISH' }
#24. JUNCTION8-FETISH
hihi! (:
let's start with 10.8.08! :DDD
the uber-lame day.
at junction8.
with 3 kukus.
felicia.
chitty.
rongying.
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i woke up at 8am! :D
went to bathe, change, laze around.
left the house for the bus-stop.
the bus is like... 10MINUTES LATE! Soooooo inefficient!
so rongying & fel were earlier than me. ._. dang.
Fel was eating hotcakes, and me&rongying were deciding on whether to eat or not. So when fel finished eating, we decided to go buy food. :D hahaha. RongYing was the uber-lamer who bought coffee... and i bought sausage-egg mcMuffin! eehee. nice. Ate, was very lame... then we went to bishan library! Oh, we tried to trick rongying saying that the library was underground. i think we succeeded.
I MEAN, RONGYING ISN'T THAT BRIGHT, ISN'T SHE. xD hahaha.
So we were at Bishan Library. Collated our photos, chose them. Then, we started editing! Halfway through, me and rongying went to the toilet. Okay, RongYing did. I brought fel's shoes (WHICH WERE, BY THE WAY, HIGH HEELS) to the toilet. eehee ((((: in her smallsmall (actually, rather big) face. xD
just continued, until chityee came! <3>
SO NOT CONSERVATIVE.
Continued, lalala. Until this person called SARAH SEE came. Okay, she's 5-years-old, cute-looking. Scary. Then she was like: "SIGHHHHHHH" and we turned around, only to find this shortshort girl looking at us. She was like: "i want to draw!" so we found her rather cute and gave her paper to draw. So she was rather cute, then we were talking and talking. LEAVING OUR HISTORY NOTES ALONE DD: Then she drew pictures for Fel RongYing Chitty, and she didn't for me cause she apparently didn't like me although I was being very nice. Like, all the words she said were so hurting. D:
Then Fel and RongYing were like... hahaha in your face cass. UH, WHATEVER?
Ya, then after that SarahSee wanted to play soccer. So, fel suggested crushing up a paper and throwing it at me? Huh? Thanks alot, Fel. So she started throwing at me, and Fel and RongYing and probably Chitty were egging her on. Like, WHATEVER.
I mean, I clearly remember telling Chitty that even after RongYing joins, she must still you know, not neglect me. Felicia... fine. Like whatever. So after that she started throwing at Chitty, and FINALLY Fel and RongYing. Not to be sadistic, but ya. Sarah took her jacket out and started hitting. RongYing. on the HEAD. Like, Fel also. Sarah's jacket's zip hit my eye. SUPER PAIN LA. D:
Then we seriously decided to pack up cause we tried telling her it was not nice to hit people (YA FEL, YOU TOLD HER THAT RIGHT. THEN HOW COME ASK HER TO THROW AT ME HUH.) So... we left. While leaving, Sarah took my phone. And my BALLS keychain, in the midst of tugging the phone away from the devil, got pulled off. Anyway found it in my bag later. D:
Seriously, Sarah's relatives/friends/parents are so, WHATEVER? They see Sarah doing those kinda stuff to us and they seriously heckcare. What do they think we are? Some kinda chancingby free babysitters? NO, WHATEVER.
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So yes, we went to PizzaHut. Ate. expensive D: We were camwhoring with invisible friends! Scary. -.- Then went to Macs and finished up History notes and discussed Maths. Went to AMK HUB after that! :D Were talking about people all along... found out interesting stuff about RongYing. ._.
We walked abit... we took neoprints! :D So cute eeheeeeee. Me and Fel were the ones decorating. All the ones i deco-ed turned sick. sick. I drew two balls on me. ._. xD Oh well... AND FELICIA PUT SOME RANDOM BANANA ON HER HIPS. (she wished a real one was there. i'm positive).
Oh, ya and we bought a piggybank. Milk Bottle. xD
Was walking around looking for places to sit down, in the end we just stood near some lame pillar and camwhored. -.-" walao. lame? and was talking about stuff... yay these people actually agree with me. weird? least-expected people who would agree with me.
Then went for dinner! Like, dinner is SO cheap and lunch is SO expensive. -.-" Ate fishsoup (shared with 4 people) and rice! :D We were talking about stuff all the way. Yay I love them. So after that, went home. I went back first, cause i was already at AMKHUB so can just take 73 home.
hugged chitty, rongying...
AND FELICIA WAS HUGGED FROM THE BACK.
i think i touched something. o.o cause rongying was giving me this O.O?!?!?!?! face. xD
went home.
talked to chitty and fel somemore online! until 11plus. -.-
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11.08.08
(:
today!
funfun...
rather lame.
i woke up at 8am! :D went to bathe, change, laze around. left the house for the bus-stop.
(notice, its the same starting as just now. LOL.)
went to j8 AGAIN.
with...
dawne
minchih
nicholas
jeffrey
alex
samuel
darren
((:
minchih's dad came to fetch me from the 73 busstop opposite my house. I ALWAYS TROUBLE THEM... SO PAISEH. ;x Then MinChih kept going on about how my bag was a Puma one. -.- Was dropped off at heartland mall there, went to find dawnedawne. Walked to some busstop... MINCHIH AND I jaywalked. Dawne preferred to walk all the way to the trafficlight. LOL. Then, waited. MinChih & Dawne gave me 3 things: Ring, Kangaroo, SWEETS. :D
YAY THANKS I LOVE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Then was being very lame, aiyo these two people are like, uberlamos. So not used to them already D: Suddenly no 'GIVE ME OR I'LL SQUEEZE YOUR BALLS' abit funneh. Ohwell, I still miss them (:
Then got on the bus, they were talking and I was going like... er... -.- So reached. Went to MACS. Saw NICHOLAS. HAHAHA. He's so tall and... low-voiced. LIKE LAST TIME HE WAS THOSE KIND OF HIGHPITCHED RETARD! NOW HE'S TALLER AND LOWER-VOICED. LYK, OH MIIEEEEE GOSH AHAHAHAHAA.
Then Alex.
PIMPLY! Grew abit taller. Looks the same... Gelled hair. -.-
Then Samuel.
Uh. The same. -.-
Then Darren.
Minchih was going on about HOW much more handsome he looks. uh... -.-
Then Jeffrey.
HAHAHAHA I LOVE HIS HAIR. ITS... If RongYing had that hair would be cool. ;D
Then Dawne.
Long hair. Longer. Tricked me she cut short hair. -.-"
Then MinChih.
NICE LAYERED HAIR :D My hair become dunnowhat, I think i gave the wrong instructions. To the hairstylish. OMG. -.- But she's still... as slim as ever. -.-"
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So we went up and -skips part about talking to rongying like some idiot over phone- watched MoneyNoEnough2!
The seating arrangement was uberlame. Like, 5 guys infront 3 girls behind. Uh... And i was sitting next to no one. So scary ._. At least Nicholas was infront. Once I look at him I'll laugh like maddddd. xD Reminds me of RongYing. Uh... na.
But show's very funny (:
Like all Jack Neo movies, its funny but ending always sadsad. But very realistic.
I LOVE THE BRA PART! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Was crying... and Dawne was handing out what, TOILET PAPER?! -.-" HAHA. She's so cute. xD Then... we went to arcade instead of eating la. So lame! Wasted time there.
Sam and Darren put a 50cents coin inside the machine and accepted, but it jammed the machine up. They told the staff, and when they asked who was it, they were like: uh no not us... or something like that. OMG LOLS! Wish the guys in our class were funny in their kind of way, not in the lameshyt trying-to-catch-attention-or-act-pro kinda way. D:
I MISS ROSYTHGE07. D:
Then we kinda... left. Sam and Nick went back, Darren ate by himself in the foodcourt, Jeffrey went to his friend's party, MinChih took 156, Dawne took 53, and I took 55. ._.
quote!
We are going our separate ways... but we will meet again.
xD gradvideo! <3
So ya...
went home and talked to rongying. GOING TO DO HOMEWORK NOW...
THIS WAS A VERY LONG POST.
:DDD
bye[:
Saturday, August 9, 2008
{ 10:21 PM on '#23. NATIONAL DAY!' }
#23. National Day!
HIHI! (:
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :DD
you know,
for some reason,
this year's national day made me feel really patriotic.
Why?
I don't know.
So, let's just carry on with the ranting about these few days. Like, nothing much. SO WHY RUSH YOUR DEAR CASSCASS TO POST?! Haiz, immature people. xD
Wednesday
hihi!
nothing much.
Had those few random lessons, SCIENCE TEST (which i don't know WHY the hell i studied for, which the topics i studied DIDN'T come out and the topics which i forgot to study came out.), and we stayed back for music! (:
lessons.
-ignores this and carries on-
sciencetest.
eeyer. super crap!
like, the 5 kingdoms practically didn't really come out;
the crustaceans and anthropods and whatever crap. ZZZ MUCH!
makes me feel emo... (((:
[not to mention; I HAVE THIS WEIRD ULCER THAT FORMS A LUMP ON MY TONGUE. o.o]
staying-back-for-music.
hihi!
super fun la;
felicia was like, going crazy about some lamelame teapot thing about rongying.
me, rongying, supposedly laura, chitty were like: DIAOOOOOOO. -.-"
then left at around 4.30pm, went to get drinks. fel was demonstrating the gay dance and all her cards flew out. yep. gay.
HOME! :DDD felt rather relaxed.
thursday
erhs.
i forgot.
so let's fly to french! (:
monsieur roma's class of pupils came over again cause apparently, monsieur roma caught CHICKENPOXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. gosh. -.- so we studied IMPERFECT tense.
I DON'T GET IT,
i mean like. i can't even perfect my imperfect tense xD what does imperfect tense mean? uhhhhhh, i don't know! why are you asking me? AT LEAST IRENE AND PEISHAN IS SITTING BESIDE ME :DDDD can help. or... try to help. -.- or... slap me and tell me to stop being so pervertic.
SOOOOOO...
:DDD HIHI!
I'M GOING TO SLEEP. (ignores friday)
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okay fine.
friday
not fun.
was sick.
-end of the story-
{quote;
rongyingyingying[: says:
you mean this is a story?
/endquote;}
LOLS.
the quote thing ISN'T html.
I REPEAT, IT ISN'T HTML.
now, byebye (:
happy national day <33
WE ARE SINGAPORE,
WE ARE SINGAPORE.
WE WILL STAND TOGETHER
HEAR THE LION ROAR.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
{ 1:54 PM on '#36. :DDD' }
HI :D YOU KNOW MRS CHIN SAID THANKS TO US? Okay, we sang some teachers 'True Teacher' (adapted from Miley Cyrus's True Friend).
YAYYY <3 they apparently loved it lots.
ahahaha, so sad 1/2 the class wasn't there. ._.
Lol just checked DHSMail so happened to realise.
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Ah, this was supposed to be a realllllly saddening post; because I still have alot of undone homework. D:
I've been like, slacking for who-knows-how-long already, after finishing all my moodle quizzes. Once I get 93% and above, I'll stop redo-ing and redo-ing. Anyway, I'm just lazy to do my work. I mean, I know, I shouldn't be slacking. But in any case, I've been cramming for 10 weeks and I should deserve at LEAST one Saturday of slacking.
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I won't post about today.
Like what I read on another person's blog, you can always find out about my day from somewhere esle, so since this is my blog, shouldn't I be posting my feelings?
Okay, kind of cliched. Not my feelings, but somewhere near there.
+++
Like, you know that people get easily hurt from words you say? Or, insensitive words. Something I read today in a magazine left a deep, lasting impression on me. It is about this girl whose friend died.
He had a quarrel with his mom, and in a fit of anger his mom said, "Go and die la!" And he did. To spite his mother, probably, he jumped from a building.
See the power of words?
Maybe it isn't really the 'power', but how our own feelings and reactions to them can actually make them so 'powerful'. Our interpretations, I mean. Like yesterday, when Jodie said to me when she saw my school badge, " Omg! Why are there these weird chinese words? Your school is so cheena la!" I was affected from that. Maybe it was just a passing remark, something that you just say to express your opinions about something. But people interpret differently.
So, I actually have two things to talk about here; since I'm pissed and I'm trying to source out the source of this anger and solve it. Since Felicia said, "then you must kan kai yi dian!" So I shall. Well, it isn't really so easy. Last year, there was hardly anything to worry about. I had my friends, I had my enemy, I always knew my friends were there for me. I knew they wouldn't be 'stolen' by any other intruder. Childish much, a replay of primary school childishness.
Friends, as I can define, are people who stand by you, who do things to improve you for the better, who don't expect anything in return. Friends, are people who understand your feelings. Friends, know where they are in your life and never forget you.
Why have I become so easily irritated? I doubt its overprotectiveness, can anyone prove that? Sometimes, even with my dearest iRCFC, I still feel so helpless. Maybe, we haven't established that bond between us yet. I don't think I really had with Dawne and MinChih. Although I know them rather well, the two of them are still closer than me with them. Same for Fel and Chitty. Dawne and MinChih are in the same school, same CCA, and everything. I'm not. Fel and Chitty have been sitting together for 1 term, I have not. Cause-and-effect? Maybe.
Well, those are arguments for the fact that I don't have proper friends. Counter-arguments?
I can still make it happen.
Dang. I drifted off-topic. -.-
Anyway, for me to be more open, I just have to keep trying. With everyone around me having different personalities and characters, I can never evade everyone from breaking the fragile bond. Well, I just don't believe in trying-to-stick-to-people methods. If Fel and Chitty wishes to do something, I will leave them alone. Doesn't mean that we're a clique means I can go all "Like, hello! I'm your clique-mate! TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT." I guess, I kinda respect privacy. The same analogy of, "I'm your friend! Let me see you naked!" Yes. Just about.
Like the netball thing, some things just can't be helped. If LXY wants to stay with her dearest 'mommy', then I'll just have to let it be. "Every cloud has a silver lining", and I found peace with Iris and ZhiMin and ZhengJun, who apparently entertained me for the whole of PE.
So, I've drifted off-topic so badly I really forgot what I was going to post about.
At least, through that semi-flaming process, I realise that what I was pissed off about and what I can do. Well, Fel, sometimes flaming at yourselves is good.
and i realise that ever since then, their tone towards me have changed. I no longer look forward to those meetings...
maybe. maybe not. i think not.
:D So now,
I shall try to do some work.
Meeting i-RCFC! on tuesday.
Yay? Maybe.
<3bye.
deadfeelings: comtemplative, yet scared.
Friday, August 29, 2008
{ 10:15 PM on '#34. :D TD!' }
Yo :D
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
xD
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Today was really fun ;D
DHSTDC!
Dunman High School's Teacher's Day Celebrations! LOL.
Rocks!
Went to school with a stomachache; really really pain. Went to the toilet and was okay after that. Yay, I rock. Then went school, copied CME. Okay it wasn't really COPYING, Sarah taught me how to do it. :D Not copying. Then submitted the SC Form, submitted my signed TingXie, handed up my CME. :D Feel accomplished! Kind of.
Then, Sarah told me I was wearing skinnyjeans. WHAT?! I DIDN'T KNOW O.O They don't look skinny to me. They look fat. On me. Dang! Then we went flag-raising, the SCs made brownies for the teachers and cards and stuff! SEE, THIS IS WHY I WANT TO BE AN SC. You get to really show your appreciation for the teachers and help to organise stuff! Stretch your imagination and love skills.
After, changed in the toilet. SiowXinYi looked interesting. I looked weird D: half of my shirt is in bigstripes, the other half is in smallstripes. -.- BUT I LOVE MY SHIRT :D Then, tried to style RongYing's hair. Rocks. IT STANDS! ;D
Went for TD Concert! There were 4 emcees, 2 guys 2 girls. The 2 girl emcees were both named Cassandra. -.- Gosh. And at that time I was sitting beside Cassandra Mun. LOL. The concert was cool; but I mean, we could have been up there. But forget it, I won't blame 1Flick cause it's already over. Cool beatboxing, although it was rather scary and saliva-wasting. Then some other stuff xDD
Went for potluckparty!
Uber-lameness is THE word to describe it. We played, went damn retarded, and wasted lots of food. Poke RongYing very properly and nicely. Took photos with some teachers after that, I mean... CLASS PHOTOS :D Melvin was being uberlame la, keep deciding what we should do. NOW, MELVIN, WE WILL DECIDE OURSELVES, YOU'RE NOT EVEN NEAR ANYWHERE OF A CHAIRPERSON. -.- Diao! LOL.
After some singing, dancing, lalalala... went back to class! Sang True Teacher to ZhengLaoShi, Mr Tan, Mrs Chu, Mrs Chin, Mrs Koh, Ms Kheng. OMG la, we looked DAMN retarded. ._. PSPSPS! But at least they were reallllllly appreciative :D They're so sweet! I LOVE MY TEACHERS.
Cabbed to Rosyth with ShiMin and WanYu.
First saw Isabella! :DD Then, AnYan and Gloria.
Then waited and saw a whole group of RGSers. I mean, lets not elaborate on the guys who HAVE SHOT UP and are now gloating over it. Like KEITH.
KEITH! STOP IT! I KNOW YOU'RE TALLER THAN ME. D: Since P3... since P3. Dang. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TALLER THAN YOU! D:
Then, talked to Mrs Koh YY, HuLaoShi, refused to talk to Mrs Shannen Koh, GuoLaoShi! ;D awwww. Mrs Koh YY looks as pretty as ever! She was like, "Cass! Why are you so quiet today? That's not like your usual self." LOL. :D I know, felt abit. Left out. Yep.
Hugged GLS! gee-elle-ass. xD I remember in P5 la! We were saying she was really tooooo fat and however many uZaps she had also cannot slim down. ANDAND that her bra straps kept falling remember? OMG, emo! D:
HuLaoShi! ;D STILL shorter than me. Oh well, veryvery happy to see her! :D I want to tell her my chinese IS improving.
MrGrosse! Didn't get to see him D: Mrs Grosse said he was sick!
MR GROSSE, YOU NEED TO GET WELL SOON! I HAVE ALOT OF EL QUESTIONS TO ASK YOU.
Mrs Shannen Koh! <>
I mean, ah. You know, as usual... the same i-don't-want-to-see-this-stupid-student-of-mine-who-didn't-get-into-rgs look. She said hi to every single one of them except me. I mean, WHO WANTS TO SAY HI TO YOU? Just as irritating as Yu Teng.
YUTENG! :D
{sarcasm}
What crap.
SAME PHONE AS ME! HOW DAOMEI IS THAT? I seriously need to change phone. Like, NICHOLAS NEO HAOYANG, have fun being together with your DEAREST YuTeng. I know...
BIOMAGNIFICATION!
haha.
Bing, remember? We used to keep saying that when YT touched our stuff. xD
Rachelle!
RACHELLLLLLLLLLLE :DDDDDDDD FERRERO <3>
Bing!
Yup. HI AGAIN, FELLOW YUTENG-HATER. :D Okay la, I miss you lots too! :D
Rachel, Kim, Des!
AAAAAH. 415/514 MATES. And Kim, 302 mate. D: I miss you guys lots! --
DES: CAPSICUMMMMMMMMMMMJUICE! <3
KIM, RACHEL: REMEMBER, KICPETS? xDDDD omgs! Kimberley, Isabella, Cassandra!
JODIE!
:DDDDD YO! My dearest p5-best-buddy-thingy friend! :D you still love to zap me. aaaaah.
Dawne, MinChih!
:DDD I know, my other 2 bestbest friends! <3>
MinChih: Have fun with Netball... AND JAMES. :D
The Guys. In General...
JAX! jiayous with winning DESIREE'S heart! xDD
LiangPing, SeanSeet, Isaac: Ew. -.-
Darren: My school uniform ROCKS.
Alex, Sam, Nick: HI :DDDDDD
Others I don't really know well:
DANG, I KNOW YOU'VE GROWN. REMEMBER I WAS ONCE TALLER THAN YOU.
aaah enough of dedications. I feel emo D: i miss all the p6ge times!
1. The guys were like, SO MUCH MORE SOCIABLE.
> I admit, I mean, they're not nerds or anything. They're 100% qualified Rafflesians who are so much nicer to girls. They're not rowdy, just rather (or VERY) lame. They're nice! Our class guys are... -pukes- DIAONESS.
2. Girls!
> I admit there are some bitchier ones (AHEM, AHEM) but the rest are really nice! I mean, they don't go: Oh Cass isn't in RGS, so let's talk about our dearest school and leave her out. ;D they're reallllly nice! And as pretty as ever. Even Rachelle seems to have squeezed her pimples out xD
3. Dang.
> I didn't get to say: I WANNA SQUEEZE YOUR BALLS! to anyone; cause if i did... They'll zap me really hard. Or scold me. T.T See, they can CONTROL me. My class girls let me control them. :D
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it is just some times when it happens,
then you know how to treasure it.
but by that time,
it is just too late.
Now,
you only have the memories.
Treasure it.
Yup :D
Moodle dieded again,
So i'm blogging.
IT STILL ISN'T ALIVE YET.
DIE LE D:
wish meh luck, bye (;
Thursday, August 28, 2008
{ 10:17 PM on '#32. Pissed.' }
Hi people.
I'm going to have to flame again, even though tomorrow is supposed to be a happy day and I kinda promised myself I would sleep at 9pm. Oh look, its 10.18pm. I mean, tomorrow is going to be happy cause I get to see Rosyth and RosythGEP07 again; but not really happy on the other hand cause in the morning Teacher's Day Celebrations would be really sucky.
Look, Teacher's Day Celebrations IS a happy occasion where everyone goes around handing little gifts or cards to their teacher to show their appreciation for their lovvveeeeeeeee towards us. Okay, so we should be very happy. Yup.
That's the end of my flame :D that caught your attention, yes?
;DDDD
So,
today was a really random day where I was feeling really depressed cause I forgot my SC Form AND my Chinese TingXie D: I mean, DOUBLE DEPRESSION.
Yep.
So, went through lessons as usual, nothing much. We had SCIENCE! :D The Human Reproductive System. Rocks. Ya, then ACC! :D XuLaoShi came back. ;D he's more... sociable. Despite the gayness in him! Oh well.
Then lalala, won't talk about the stupid SC Form.
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At home now.
Don't know what's with my mom la, the WAY she scolds me is super rude la. She keeps saying I'm so rude to her and stuff, but really. I didn't do anything! Sometimes I just forget. Human Error. Like this morning, she scolded me over the phone for being so freaking careless. Like, its already DONE. So help me instead of shouting at me for who-knows-what reason!
Wish I had more caring moms. The birthday present I bought for her is like a medal saying "World's Greatest Mom". And I'm wondering how many of these medals are manufactured in the world.
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So I'm going to try to enjoy tomorrow... bye D: :D (: :(
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
{ 6:51 PM on '#31. ROSYTH!' }
yo ;D
i feel a sudden passion for my dearest ROSYTH! <3
i shall now recite the school song.
The boys and girls of Rosyth School We march in thousands strong We love our work, we love our play We all know right from wrong
The will to serve our Singapore Grows stronger day by day We take a stand the growing band And fight the glorious way Chorus
For Rosyth School, our Rosyth School To serve we will endeavour A leading light, a-shining bright Rosyth School forever
In times of stress and strain we find The joy of strong endeavour In spite of setbacks in our work We strive along together
Our teamwork is a source of strength And ruggedness another To meet the challenge of the day For Rosyth School forever
Chorus
YAYYY :D i love Rosyth School <3>
sudden random inspiration to sing everything out from TANMINCHIH'S BLOG. :D
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:D I'm going to type in proper english from here thereof, although I definitely would NOT leave out my usual input of SMILEY FACES! :D see what I mean.
So anyway, before I start chionging for homework, I shall elaborate on today. Abit.
Today was a nice, serene day with fluffy clouds hanging in the azure blue sky, birds soaring through the nice scenery hanging over this picturesque scene. -.-
Today was really, crap. I chiong-ed abit for L.A. this morning, I mean... the Poetry Recital! Then we had L.A. (2 blocks. 1st block now.) and went through the gradedcompre we did. DANG KOHRONGYING, SHE GOT HIGHER THAN ME! AND WE ALL KNOWWWWW HER ENGLISH SUCKS. xD No la, but still. My standard is supposed to be higher D: How to face Mr. Grosse now?! Copied Maths. But didn't use it in the end. -.-
Science! Yay Reproductive System, it completely rocks. I mean, with the WONDERFUL pictures and images (Imagery) seeping into our head, what else but 'polluted' can our minds be described with? Like, the VE-VE-VE-VE-VE-VE-GGIE? :D ew. Okay.
Recess! Tried practising the poem. Sounded like a COMPLETE, and I mean COMPLETE bimbo. Goodness! Like some FELICIA reading to you. -.-
Chinese! Yay ;D Sometimes, I kinda enjoy Chinese. When ZLS did tingxie for the re-tingxie-ers, I did too! Except for one, FULL MARKS! :D MY CHINESE GOT IMPROVEMENT. YAYNESS.
CME! Crap. Very lame -.-
Maths! Had some random quizzes. Poked RongYing's chest lots.
LUNCH! No lunch D: Chionged for Poetry.
POETRY RECITAL! Crap! i CAN'T believe I actually had STAGE-FRIGHT! I mean, do I look like someone who is actually has stage-fright? There were even people who were like, "Cass! How come you have stage-fright de?!" Yup. I suck.
I LOVE MY JOB, I LOVE MY PAY I LOVE IT MORE AND MORE EACH DAY I LOVE MY BOSS, HE BALLS, THEY [ARE] THE BEST I LOVE HIS BOSS AND ALL THE REST. <3
Yay Dr. Seuss ;D
Went home with Laura, Vivian, LXinYi, Venus.
Me and Laura made up this uber-lame and SICK poem about Iris and RongYing. :D
-
Going to really chiong now, byes (:
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
{ 5:54 PM on '#30. the wrath of les devoirs.' }
DANGGGGG IT.
D:
today wasn't a REALLY happy day;
but i felt rather happyhappy :D
WHICH IS NOT GOOD.
Started my day by going to school. :D
Then we had CHINESE! tingxie.
15/20!
i refuse to count the mark limxinyi minused because my 之 looked weird.
IT LOOKS PERFECTLY CUTE, i assure you.
its rather okay la,
but i should have really READ the passage more than doing 习字, anyway.
seriously sucks man. i can't get it D: stupid, the time limit is seriously STUPIDDDDDDD.
ate;
got CHASED OUT from the classroom by the freaking SJAB people.
I mean, like hello. Okay, we know you need the room for your CCA and everything, but as Lin Min so aptly put it across, "all the NON-SJAB members please GET OUT of the classroom". Yes, we can get out, sure! Yes, there is really no need to chase us out like that. What, you think we want to stay there and leech on all the SJAB secrets or invade in your privacy? Na. We have better things to do.
No offence to any SJABs who read this blog.
Which is actually, none except for RongYing who'll dao me after reading that.
Then, since we were very nicely forced out of the room, we sat at the benches and chionged. Finished 2 quizzes! :D Sucks, but at LEAST its finished.
Still, damn the internet connection.
Laggier than the connection in the classroom.
Yup.
That's about it.
Had french!
FUN :DD learnt cool grammar AGAIN.
Mlle Lim said that we learn too much grammar. xD
And got back test results.
Deproved D: sucks man. My results always +1 or -1. Grah.
But for Term3, i checked! 80% :D okay la, better than alot of school subjects.
YAYYYYYYY
I'M GOING OFF NOW
BYE :D
Monday, August 25, 2008
{ 12:04 PM on '#30. :DDD -skiving-' }
HIHI :D for once, I'M SKIVING IN CLASS. :DDDDD
its kinda fun. xDD
Diao; Mrs Koh is talking about A4 Paper Length, Surface Area, or something like that.
YAY :DDD BALLS!
Since i'm blogging during the day; there's really nothing much to talk about.
See, this is a theory of blogging just for the sake of blogging. :D
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HISTORY! eh. eh. eh. eh. eh.
Nothing much! Presented something I didn't help to work for. -.- SINGAPORE, IS IT IN A GOLDEN AGEEEEE? I don't think so.
Won't elaborate, Or i'll type in all my argument points here. -.-
RECESS! ShiMin said maybe she's taking WanYu's car eh; AND I WONDER IF NG.KIA GAVE US TIMESLOTS TO VISIT TEACHER THAT WE DON'T KNOW OF. or MAYBE she won't even let us in D:
rahrahrah; i miss mrgrosse D: mrsteo D: mrskohYONGYONG D: hulaoshi D: what others ah. -.-
YA.
CHINESE! :D studied for tingxie. fun :D ALMOST pwned Darien in mock tingxie. xDDDD
ASSEMBLY! we won 3rd :D in the chinese story-telling competition. YAY! :DDDD er... congrats thiri, venus, iris, jingpei :D
-i'm so freaking nicenice.-
THEN ITS MATHS NOW. :D i'm confused.
I JUST POKED RONGYING'S CHEST AGAIN! YAYYYYYYY. nice to poke you know, you should try. ^^
lalalalala byeeee~
Sunday, August 24, 2008
{ 4:47 PM on '#28. YAY (:' }
yayyyyy hello! (:
i feel rather happy today! despite the piling homework.
WAYYYYYYYYT!
i list homework first ;D
01 tingxie! D: 02 find a compo. on the net for ZLS. renwuzhuanji sucks. D: 03 check how many science reflections needed. 04 find poem! for poem recital.
GAH!
so unfortunate! SO I'LL JUST CONTINUE WITH MY SHORT, SHORT DAY. about, as short as rongying's toot.
So, i woke up. i ate. i practised piano.
went to hougangmall earlier; ATE LUNCH. SHOPPED FOR BLACK-STUFF FOR TEACHER'S DAY (: {waste money -.- but yay, nice clothes xD}
PIANO!
i'm here now.
this is as lame as it can get; so jiayoussssss cass! for your homework-completing-task,
BYE. :D
Saturday, August 23, 2008
{ 12:56 PM on '#27. Homework ._.' }
OMG HELLO! ;D
i feel rather over-the-moon cause i'm not emo anymore! CREDITS chingying! (: comforted me about my sciencetest. thiri! (: lending me her stuff for teacher'sday.
LOLS, randomness.
I'll list my homework here today. I'm so mesmerised by my blog I stare it at for the whole day.
i'm really pissed off by even my closest friends in the class.
somehow, or as it appears to me,
all the friends that i've ever gotten close to in this class ever pissed me off so badly i felt like just killing myself on the spot.
sarah.
she's still a really nice friend to me now, but i still remember teacher's day.
sorry sarah, i want you to know you're still my friend regardless of our previous quarrels.
thiri.
oh well, i won't elaborate.
i just don't know how to treat her.
but i still love her.
linmin.
i know, we were the class's first couple.
she's nice and all, but sometimes she's abit too impulsive.
like lesson time, disrespect is sometimes, not a virtue.
but she's still rather nice.
(as you notice, those were my family members. my closest, and first ever friends.)
then.
chingying.
she's never pissed me off before.
felicia.
not much...
sometimes she just completely disregards my feelings...
i guess.
even with cfc and all, i always feel left out.
i mean,
like recess:
she can just walk off without rongying and like,
"oh crap, where's casscass? aaaaah, who cares. let's go."
ya. maybe it kinda seems that way to me.
chityee.
not really...
sometimes she and rongying are so close i feel like i'm an outsider.
actually, i am.
ya. so she's rather okay, like fel.
rongying.
takes away all my freedom.
-.-
more of the fact that
everywhere she goes,
everyone takes notice of her.
and i'm never noticed.
(okay, that doesn't really matter)
like cfc.
it was cassfelchitty
now its rongyingcassfelchitty
it seems as if its rongyingfelchitty
and soon it will be.
i just feel as if i'm just disposable,
i don't feel like, if i'm not there, the person would be lonely.
like i have no true, true friend.
i miss dawne.
i miss minchih.
they might not miss me as much as i miss them, but i'm sure at least they do think about me.
i miss rosythge.
at least, there, you felt as if you were needed.
maybe alot of people would come up to tell me that "oh cassandra, you're like, so popular! -laughs- you seem to just know everyone in the school!"
oh well, i've had people telling me that.
but i think to myself, its just on the surface.
i won't mention 1 more person that's to be added to my once-true-friends-who-made-me-pissed-then-regained-friendship list.
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today's LA and science test.
LA was okay, but i felt that i repeated too many points and i didn't focus on the last stanza properly.
the diction used was probably not appropriate, and i didn't mention much of poetry devices.
i'm really scared. but that's not enough.
Science was worse.
i was panicking so much. its OSMOSIS, not DIFFUSION.
like, my goodness.
i messed that up.
i'm going to fail it.
and people around me are like: CASS, I'M WORSER THAN YOU OKAY. MY GRAPH!
okay, firstly.
as long you plotted it correctly with the axes and everything, you wouldn't be penalised.
these experiments are done by secondary 1 students, moreover its not in a perfect situation.
the results are never perfect; so why complain?
i'm the only one that put diffusion;
which is as lame as i can get. i'll probably lose all marks.
the notes confused me so much i didn't know what to put.
FLICK it.
at least sarah kinda comforted me.
thanks sarah, :D
the rest of the day was okay;
chinese was completely crap.
i can't believe i forgot to write the stuff out.
now i have to find some compo for zhenglaoshi.
sorryyyyyy zhenglaoshi :x
then counsellingsession (compulsory for the class); just an intro.
wells.
at first us 4, belinda sarah venus and i were going to just go for lunch;
but we wanted to see what happened.
so we went with the class.
but i mean, chitty rongying fel already left before me
(probably cause they thought i wasn't going) for the counselling room.
not their fault,
but i feel kinda left out when its the 3 of them, so happy and everything;
and i'm standing at the back of the classroom emo-ing when i'm supposed to be in their clique.
i mean, the CFC clique. now officially known as the RFC clique.
then i got pissed off, as in. really pissed off.
was about to just start crying and bawling.
but no, i don't do that.
so i left with belinda, venus and sarah for lunch.
mslee told us there was classroomcheck, so we cleaned up the classroom for them.
yay, i love venus, belinda and sarah ;D and only them. i guess.
then had no time for lunch, so went to buy a drink.
saw zhenglaoshi there, then i was like: O.O! -jaw drops in shock-
zhenglaoshi was like: (in chinese, duh) why are you so shocked to see me? -.-
LOL.
then the bus. we were talking crap.
THE BUST THING. -.- diaoz. "I MUST, I MUST, I MUST INCREASE YOUR BUST!" -.- sarah!
then reached; NYP IS SOOOOO BIG O.O
went for the coolcool talk, saw alot of rosythians! (:
and mrstong,
one teacher i forgot the name of,
and MS HO! :D msho moved to rulang in p5, remember. ._.
so...
ya.
then finished talk,
we ate alot.
then left with venus for home.
^^ i brought her mooncakes home by mistake.
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i feel rather depressed.
stressed.
emotionless.
verbally ironic.
pissed off.
angry.
undescribed.
byeeeee.
i miss rosyth ge.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
{ 6:15 PM on '#25. PCDAY!' }
HIHI :D PC DAY! <3> i'm going to post too! i will ignore the pile of work undone... ;DDDD ahaha. i rock.
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i woke up at 6.30am, lalala. DIDN'T argue with my parents on the car; melvin called me when i was just about to doze off. reached school at around 7.45am, the classroom was LOCKED and so i just brought my sister and parents to walk around the school abit. my mom went toilet :D
went back to class while my family proceeded to the hall. was helping to prepare the food la! SUPER ANGRY; all the extra food- too much bread, the fillings weren't even enough to begin with, let alone talk about variety in fillings. Venus and ChingYing are un-blamed, I really appreciate the effort they've put into the food preparation. I could tell ChingYing was kinda angry, too. Oh well...
We decided on the ribbon-cutting ceremony? Uh... -.-" diaos. Then I was checking the slideshow, like WTH la, I appreciate Melvin's freaking effort of helping me with the compilation into a video, but LIKE, he did so many things without my consultation! Took away some pictures, added in alot of stupid XXLC pictures, and wth. I was damn pissed off, even though Mr Tan was like: Cassandra, good job!
WTH, then I was kinda emo-ing, my DARLING _____ made it all worse. Wanted to like, talk/scold RY, then _____ kept coming in, talking about RY, uh... D: I'm starting to feel kinda sad le. stupid! Rah... Then now right, for the class to keep, I'm going to just add on photos to the slideshow. As in, really organise it for OUR class. I'm going to do it myself, with you guys or something. I'M NOT LETTING MELVIN DO THIS. At first, my worry was letting melvin like, you know, that he'll procrastinate. I didn't know he'll go put all these I CLEARLY REMEMBER FORBIDDING HIM TO. And the song, WHAT. PUT IN SOME STUPID ENGLISH SONG WE ALL DON'T KNOW?
I'm sorry to say this, but WTH. WTF. WTH. WTH. yes. -.-
Then basically, I was just really high la.
Went to hall for the address of PRINCIPAL, MRS CHIN. Was kinda tearing abit, like CHITTY, IDK why. ._. Then a nicenice slideshow by Cikgu Iskandar! :D Then went back to class, then the parents had the gallery while we were pinching food.
FOUND OUT THAT VIVIAN'S DAD WAS MY MOM'S EX-COLLEAGUE. SUPER OMGness.
Ya, then just roamed around... until the time where parents were supposed to go watch Julia's presentation; and the class item, and the crane/star-folding sessions.
Julia seemed to be really scared -.-" I mean, I don't see what's there to be scared about :D I felt so high I wanted to suddenly run in and present with Julia. Ahahaha. Then after that, class item. TOTALLY IMPROMPTU. Like, o.o! We were very lame.
At first the guys wanted YOU RAISE ME UP... er wth? So random. What, MELVIN, you want to show off your singing skills? RAWR. Then we sang STAND BY ME and AT THE BEGINNING. Like, then the guys were pissed at us for not singing YOU RAISE ME UP? STUPID.
Then, just hobo-ed around, was looking at Julia and SXY like... o.o! why are you so scared of speaking louder? -.-"
I was like, OKAY, PARENTS. lalala. and suddenly... total silence. -.-" I'M SCARY RIGHT.
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then lalala, talked to rongying's mom. FUNFUN :DDDDDDDD Nothing lor, just stayed back and ya, rearranged tables and stuff.
I love the class! I mean like, everyone helped to stuff themselves with the dead bread. YAY CLASS SPIRIT! <3
Then, left with Sarah, RongYing, Chitty, JK. Oh well, I KNOW we are all not/find it weird that JK's following us; keeps lugging RongYing away from my dearest Chitty, and we find it rather irritating for someone who is like... not from 1L, and is kinda like _____. How interesting. Is RY that nice to be with that everyone's trying to fight for her or something? Uh...
These kinda things are RATHER, if not IS, uncontrolled things. So, I suggest for all to stop trying to hug RY and pull her away when we're trying to talk to her, or try to budge in. OR ELSE. I will mash you in tomato salad and throw you in some ulu dustbin, cause I don't see the whole point of trying to lug away. I'm NOT being some lame protective person of a friend, cause it would mean I'm being rather sarcastic and hypocritical.
So it was ME SARAH CHITTY walking together, and talking about stuff. Cause I told Chitty to give up on trying to get RY to stop acting like some retard and march. JK will be pissed, Sarah said JK gave this completely dirty look to Chitty when Chitty stopped their marching.
Anyway, moving on to supposedly happier things, we alighted at Outram Park and proceeded to Dhoby Ghaut. Without JK OR YR. So, me and sarah were checking out RongYing's good-functions-but-not-attractive phone, W980 ;D She should seriously get nicer themes. -.- Okay, so we walked around Dhoby Ghaut, then decided to sit at McCafe. Bought a Large ILT, omg. Weird. Talked about some GEP stuff, passed the FRY around (ew...), then ya. Me and Chitty shared TAKOYAKI. 4 Balls! Then after that, kinda walked around, talked abit, then walked to train station with RongYing. Stood with RongYing until her MRT came first, and we were acting lesbian laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -.- travellators (: FUNFUN, <3
So ya, that's kindaf my day. I spent 46mins on this, (after wasting 15minutes try to fix RongYing's blogskin damage) so I'm going to chiong homework now.
(:
stupid rongying really spoiled the whole skin, i dunno what happened.
very pissed.
Monday, August 11, 2008
{ 7:48 PM on '#24. JUNCTION8-FETISH' }
#24. JUNCTION8-FETISH
hihi! (:
let's start with 10.8.08! :DDD
the uber-lame day.
at junction8.
with 3 kukus.
felicia.
chitty.
rongying.
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i woke up at 8am! :D
went to bathe, change, laze around.
left the house for the bus-stop.
the bus is like... 10MINUTES LATE! Soooooo inefficient!
so rongying & fel were earlier than me. ._. dang.
Fel was eating hotcakes, and me&rongying were deciding on whether to eat or not. So when fel finished eating, we decided to go buy food. :D hahaha. RongYing was the uber-lamer who bought coffee... and i bought sausage-egg mcMuffin! eehee. nice. Ate, was very lame... then we went to bishan library! Oh, we tried to trick rongying saying that the library was underground. i think we succeeded.
I MEAN, RONGYING ISN'T THAT BRIGHT, ISN'T SHE. xD hahaha.
So we were at Bishan Library. Collated our photos, chose them. Then, we started editing! Halfway through, me and rongying went to the toilet. Okay, RongYing did. I brought fel's shoes (WHICH WERE, BY THE WAY, HIGH HEELS) to the toilet. eehee ((((: in her smallsmall (actually, rather big) face. xD
just continued, until chityee came! <3>
SO NOT CONSERVATIVE.
Continued, lalala. Until this person called SARAH SEE came. Okay, she's 5-years-old, cute-looking. Scary. Then she was like: "SIGHHHHHHH" and we turned around, only to find this shortshort girl looking at us. She was like: "i want to draw!" so we found her rather cute and gave her paper to draw. So she was rather cute, then we were talking and talking. LEAVING OUR HISTORY NOTES ALONE DD: Then she drew pictures for Fel RongYing Chitty, and she didn't for me cause she apparently didn't like me although I was being very nice. Like, all the words she said were so hurting. D:
Then Fel and RongYing were like... hahaha in your face cass. UH, WHATEVER?
Ya, then after that SarahSee wanted to play soccer. So, fel suggested crushing up a paper and throwing it at me? Huh? Thanks alot, Fel. So she started throwing at me, and Fel and RongYing and probably Chitty were egging her on. Like, WHATEVER.
I mean, I clearly remember telling Chitty that even after RongYing joins, she must still you know, not neglect me. Felicia... fine. Like whatever. So after that she started throwing at Chitty, and FINALLY Fel and RongYing. Not to be sadistic, but ya. Sarah took her jacket out and started hitting. RongYing. on the HEAD. Like, Fel also. Sarah's jacket's zip hit my eye. SUPER PAIN LA. D:
Then we seriously decided to pack up cause we tried telling her it was not nice to hit people (YA FEL, YOU TOLD HER THAT RIGHT. THEN HOW COME ASK HER TO THROW AT ME HUH.) So... we left. While leaving, Sarah took my phone. And my BALLS keychain, in the midst of tugging the phone away from the devil, got pulled off. Anyway found it in my bag later. D:
Seriously, Sarah's relatives/friends/parents are so, WHATEVER? They see Sarah doing those kinda stuff to us and they seriously heckcare. What do they think we are? Some kinda chancingby free babysitters? NO, WHATEVER.
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So yes, we went to PizzaHut. Ate. expensive D: We were camwhoring with invisible friends! Scary. -.- Then went to Macs and finished up History notes and discussed Maths. Went to AMK HUB after that! :D Were talking about people all along... found out interesting stuff about RongYing. ._.
We walked abit... we took neoprints! :D So cute eeheeeeee. Me and Fel were the ones decorating. All the ones i deco-ed turned sick. sick. I drew two balls on me. ._. xD Oh well... AND FELICIA PUT SOME RANDOM BANANA ON HER HIPS. (she wished a real one was there. i'm positive).
Oh, ya and we bought a piggybank. Milk Bottle. xD
Was walking around looking for places to sit down, in the end we just stood near some lame pillar and camwhored. -.-" walao. lame? and was talking about stuff... yay these people actually agree with me. weird? least-expected people who would agree with me.
Then went for dinner! Like, dinner is SO cheap and lunch is SO expensive. -.-" Ate fishsoup (shared with 4 people) and rice! :D We were talking about stuff all the way. Yay I love them. So after that, went home. I went back first, cause i was already at AMKHUB so can just take 73 home.
hugged chitty, rongying...
AND FELICIA WAS HUGGED FROM THE BACK.
i think i touched something. o.o cause rongying was giving me this O.O?!?!?!?! face. xD
went home.
talked to chitty and fel somemore online! until 11plus. -.-
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11.08.08
(:
today!
funfun...
rather lame.
i woke up at 8am! :D went to bathe, change, laze around. left the house for the bus-stop.
(notice, its the same starting as just now. LOL.)
went to j8 AGAIN.
with...
dawne
minchih
nicholas
jeffrey
alex
samuel
darren
((:
minchih's dad came to fetch me from the 73 busstop opposite my house. I ALWAYS TROUBLE THEM... SO PAISEH. ;x Then MinChih kept going on about how my bag was a Puma one. -.- Was dropped off at heartland mall there, went to find dawnedawne. Walked to some busstop... MINCHIH AND I jaywalked. Dawne preferred to walk all the way to the trafficlight. LOL. Then, waited. MinChih & Dawne gave me 3 things: Ring, Kangaroo, SWEETS. :D
YAY THANKS I LOVE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Then was being very lame, aiyo these two people are like, uberlamos. So not used to them already D: Suddenly no 'GIVE ME OR I'LL SQUEEZE YOUR BALLS' abit funneh. Ohwell, I still miss them (:
Then got on the bus, they were talking and I was going like... er... -.- So reached. Went to MACS. Saw NICHOLAS. HAHAHA. He's so tall and... low-voiced. LIKE LAST TIME HE WAS THOSE KIND OF HIGHPITCHED RETARD! NOW HE'S TALLER AND LOWER-VOICED. LYK, OH MIIEEEEE GOSH AHAHAHAHAA.
Then Alex.
PIMPLY! Grew abit taller. Looks the same... Gelled hair. -.-
Then Samuel.
Uh. The same. -.-
Then Darren.
Minchih was going on about HOW much more handsome he looks. uh... -.-
Then Jeffrey.
HAHAHAHA I LOVE HIS HAIR. ITS... If RongYing had that hair would be cool. ;D
Then Dawne.
Long hair. Longer. Tricked me she cut short hair. -.-"
Then MinChih.
NICE LAYERED HAIR :D My hair become dunnowhat, I think i gave the wrong instructions. To the hairstylish. OMG. -.- But she's still... as slim as ever. -.-"
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So we went up and -skips part about talking to rongying like some idiot over phone- watched MoneyNoEnough2!
The seating arrangement was uberlame. Like, 5 guys infront 3 girls behind. Uh... And i was sitting next to no one. So scary ._. At least Nicholas was infront. Once I look at him I'll laugh like maddddd. xD Reminds me of RongYing. Uh... na.
But show's very funny (:
Like all Jack Neo movies, its funny but ending always sadsad. But very realistic.
I LOVE THE BRA PART! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Was crying... and Dawne was handing out what, TOILET PAPER?! -.-" HAHA. She's so cute. xD Then... we went to arcade instead of eating la. So lame! Wasted time there.
Sam and Darren put a 50cents coin inside the machine and accepted, but it jammed the machine up. They told the staff, and when they asked who was it, they were like: uh no not us... or something like that. OMG LOLS! Wish the guys in our class were funny in their kind of way, not in the lameshyt trying-to-catch-attention-or-act-pro kinda way. D:
I MISS ROSYTHGE07. D:
Then we kinda... left. Sam and Nick went back, Darren ate by himself in the foodcourt, Jeffrey went to his friend's party, MinChih took 156, Dawne took 53, and I took 55. ._.
quote!
We are going our separate ways... but we will meet again.
xD gradvideo! <3
So ya...
went home and talked to rongying. GOING TO DO HOMEWORK NOW...
THIS WAS A VERY LONG POST.
:DDD
bye[:
Saturday, August 9, 2008
{ 10:21 PM on '#23. NATIONAL DAY!' }
#23. National Day!
HIHI! (:
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :DD
you know,
for some reason,
this year's national day made me feel really patriotic.
Why?
I don't know.
So, let's just carry on with the ranting about these few days. Like, nothing much. SO WHY RUSH YOUR DEAR CASSCASS TO POST?! Haiz, immature people. xD
Wednesday
hihi!
nothing much.
Had those few random lessons, SCIENCE TEST (which i don't know WHY the hell i studied for, which the topics i studied DIDN'T come out and the topics which i forgot to study came out.), and we stayed back for music! (:
lessons.
-ignores this and carries on-
sciencetest.
eeyer. super crap!
like, the 5 kingdoms practically didn't really come out;
the crustaceans and anthropods and whatever crap. ZZZ MUCH!
makes me feel emo... (((:
[not to mention; I HAVE THIS WEIRD ULCER THAT FORMS A LUMP ON MY TONGUE. o.o]
staying-back-for-music.
hihi!
super fun la;
felicia was like, going crazy about some lamelame teapot thing about rongying.
me, rongying, supposedly laura, chitty were like: DIAOOOOOOO. -.-"
then left at around 4.30pm, went to get drinks. fel was demonstrating the gay dance and all her cards flew out. yep. gay.
HOME! :DDD felt rather relaxed.
thursday
erhs.
i forgot.
so let's fly to french! (:
monsieur roma's class of pupils came over again cause apparently, monsieur roma caught CHICKENPOXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. gosh. -.- so we studied IMPERFECT tense.
I DON'T GET IT,
i mean like. i can't even perfect my imperfect tense xD what does imperfect tense mean? uhhhhhh, i don't know! why are you asking me? AT LEAST IRENE AND PEISHAN IS SITTING BESIDE ME :DDDD can help. or... try to help. -.- or... slap me and tell me to stop being so pervertic.
