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Friday, August 22, 2008
{ 6:37 PM on '#26. pissed much.' }
#26. pissed much. since nobody really visits this place anymore, i'll just decide to directly flame every freaking person that irritated me.
i don't care anymore.
hello. i'm really pissed off by even my closest friends in the class. somehow, or as it appears to me, all the friends that i've ever gotten close to in this class ever pissed me off so badly i felt like just killing myself on the spot.
sarah. she's still a really nice friend to me now, but i still remember teacher's day. sorry sarah, i want you to know you're still my friend regardless of our previous quarrels.
thiri. oh well, i won't elaborate. i just don't know how to treat her. but i still love her.
linmin. i know, we were the class's first couple. she's nice and all, but sometimes she's abit too impulsive. like lesson time, disrespect is sometimes, not a virtue. but she's still rather nice.
(as you notice, those were my family members. my closest, and first ever friends.)
then. chingying.
she's never pissed me off before.
felicia. not much... sometimes she just completely disregards my feelings... i guess. even with cfc and all, i always feel left out. i mean, like recess: she can just walk off without rongying and like, "oh crap, where's casscass? aaaaah, who cares. let's go." ya. maybe it kinda seems that way to me.
chityee. not really... sometimes she and rongying are so close i feel like i'm an outsider. actually, i am. ya. so she's rather okay, like fel.
rongying. takes away all my freedom. -.- more of the fact that everywhere she goes, everyone takes notice of her. and i'm never noticed. (okay, that doesn't really matter)
like cfc. it was cassfelchitty now its rongyingcassfelchitty it seems as if its rongyingfelchitty and soon it will be.
i just feel as if i'm just disposable, i don't feel like, if i'm not there, the person would be lonely. like i have no true, true friend.
i miss dawne. i miss minchih. they might not miss me as much as i miss them, but i'm sure at least they do think about me.
i miss rosythge. at least, there, you felt as if you were needed.
maybe alot of people would come up to tell me that "oh cassandra, you're like, so popular! -laughs- you seem to just know everyone in the school!" oh well, i've had people telling me that. but i think to myself, its just on the surface.
i won't mention 1 more person that's to be added to my once-true-friends-who-made-me-pissed-then-regained-friendship list.
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today's LA and science test.
LA was okay, but i felt that i repeated too many points and i didn't focus on the last stanza properly. the diction used was probably not appropriate, and i didn't mention much of poetry devices. i'm really scared. but that's not enough.
Science was worse. i was panicking so much. its OSMOSIS, not DIFFUSION. like, my goodness. i messed that up. i'm going to fail it. and people around me are like: CASS, I'M WORSER THAN YOU OKAY. MY GRAPH!
okay, firstly. as long you plotted it correctly with the axes and everything, you wouldn't be penalised. these experiments are done by secondary 1 students, moreover its not in a perfect situation. the results are never perfect; so why complain?
i'm the only one that put diffusion; which is as lame as i can get. i'll probably lose all marks. the notes confused me so much i didn't know what to put.
FLICK it. at least sarah kinda comforted me. thanks sarah, :D
the rest of the day was okay; chinese was completely crap. i can't believe i forgot to write the stuff out. now i have to find some compo for zhenglaoshi. sorryyyyyy zhenglaoshi :x
then counsellingsession (compulsory for the class); just an intro. wells. at first us 4, belinda sarah venus and i were going to just go for lunch; but we wanted to see what happened. so we went with the class. but i mean, chitty rongying fel already left before me (probably cause they thought i wasn't going) for the counselling room.
not their fault, but i feel kinda left out when its the 3 of them, so happy and everything; and i'm standing at the back of the classroom emo-ing when i'm supposed to be in their clique. i mean, the CFC clique. now officially known as the RFC clique.
then i got pissed off, as in. really pissed off. was about to just start crying and bawling. but no, i don't do that.
so i left with belinda, venus and sarah for lunch. mslee told us there was classroomcheck, so we cleaned up the classroom for them. yay, i love venus, belinda and sarah ;D and only them. i guess.
then had no time for lunch, so went to buy a drink. saw zhenglaoshi there, then i was like: O.O! -jaw drops in shock- zhenglaoshi was like: (in chinese, duh) why are you so shocked to see me? -.- LOL.
then the bus. we were talking crap. THE BUST THING. -.- diaoz. "I MUST, I MUST, I MUST INCREASE YOUR BUST!" -.- sarah! then reached; NYP IS SOOOOO BIG O.O
went for the coolcool talk, saw alot of rosythians! (: and mrstong, one teacher i forgot the name of, and MS HO! :D msho moved to rulang in p5, remember. ._.
so... ya. then finished talk, we ate alot. then left with venus for home.
^^ i brought her mooncakes home by mistake.
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i feel rather depressed. stressed. emotionless. verbally ironic. pissed off. angry.
undescribed.
byeeeee. i miss rosyth ge.
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Friday, August 22, 2008
{ 6:37 PM on '#26. pissed much.' }
#26. pissed much. since nobody really visits this place anymore, i'll just decide to directly flame every freaking person that irritated me.
i don't care anymore.
hello. i'm really pissed off by even my closest friends in the class. somehow, or as it appears to me, all the friends that i've ever gotten close to in this class ever pissed me off so badly i felt like just killing myself on the spot.
sarah. she's still a really nice friend to me now, but i still remember teacher's day. sorry sarah, i want you to know you're still my friend regardless of our previous quarrels.
thiri. oh well, i won't elaborate. i just don't know how to treat her. but i still love her.
linmin. i know, we were the class's first couple. she's nice and all, but sometimes she's abit too impulsive. like lesson time, disrespect is sometimes, not a virtue. but she's still rather nice.
(as you notice, those were my family members. my closest, and first ever friends.)
then. chingying.
she's never pissed me off before.
felicia. not much... sometimes she just completely disregards my feelings... i guess. even with cfc and all, i always feel left out. i mean, like recess: she can just walk off without rongying and like, "oh crap, where's casscass? aaaaah, who cares. let's go." ya. maybe it kinda seems that way to me.
chityee. not really... sometimes she and rongying are so close i feel like i'm an outsider. actually, i am. ya. so she's rather okay, like fel.
rongying. takes away all my freedom. -.- more of the fact that everywhere she goes, everyone takes notice of her. and i'm never noticed. (okay, that doesn't really matter)
like cfc. it was cassfelchitty now its rongyingcassfelchitty it seems as if its rongyingfelchitty and soon it will be.
i just feel as if i'm just disposable, i don't feel like, if i'm not there, the person would be lonely. like i have no true, true friend.
i miss dawne. i miss minchih. they might not miss me as much as i miss them, but i'm sure at least they do think about me.
i miss rosythge. at least, there, you felt as if you were needed.
maybe alot of people would come up to tell me that "oh cassandra, you're like, so popular! -laughs- you seem to just know everyone in the school!" oh well, i've had people telling me that. but i think to myself, its just on the surface.
i won't mention 1 more person that's to be added to my once-true-friends-who-made-me-pissed-then-regained-friendship list.
---
today's LA and science test.
LA was okay, but i felt that i repeated too many points and i didn't focus on the last stanza properly. the diction used was probably not appropriate, and i didn't mention much of poetry devices. i'm really scared. but that's not enough.
Science was worse. i was panicking so much. its OSMOSIS, not DIFFUSION. like, my goodness. i messed that up. i'm going to fail it. and people around me are like: CASS, I'M WORSER THAN YOU OKAY. MY GRAPH!
okay, firstly. as long you plotted it correctly with the axes and everything, you wouldn't be penalised. these experiments are done by secondary 1 students, moreover its not in a perfect situation. the results are never perfect; so why complain?
i'm the only one that put diffusion; which is as lame as i can get. i'll probably lose all marks. the notes confused me so much i didn't know what to put.
FLICK it. at least sarah kinda comforted me. thanks sarah, :D
the rest of the day was okay; chinese was completely crap. i can't believe i forgot to write the stuff out. now i have to find some compo for zhenglaoshi. sorryyyyyy zhenglaoshi :x
then counsellingsession (compulsory for the class); just an intro. wells. at first us 4, belinda sarah venus and i were going to just go for lunch; but we wanted to see what happened. so we went with the class. but i mean, chitty rongying fel already left before me (probably cause they thought i wasn't going) for the counselling room.
not their fault, but i feel kinda left out when its the 3 of them, so happy and everything; and i'm standing at the back of the classroom emo-ing when i'm supposed to be in their clique. i mean, the CFC clique. now officially known as the RFC clique.
then i got pissed off, as in. really pissed off. was about to just start crying and bawling. but no, i don't do that.
so i left with belinda, venus and sarah for lunch. mslee told us there was classroomcheck, so we cleaned up the classroom for them. yay, i love venus, belinda and sarah ;D and only them. i guess.
then had no time for lunch, so went to buy a drink. saw zhenglaoshi there, then i was like: O.O! -jaw drops in shock- zhenglaoshi was like: (in chinese, duh) why are you so shocked to see me? -.- LOL.
then the bus. we were talking crap. THE BUST THING. -.- diaoz. "I MUST, I MUST, I MUST INCREASE YOUR BUST!" -.- sarah! then reached; NYP IS SOOOOO BIG O.O
went for the coolcool talk, saw alot of rosythians! (: and mrstong, one teacher i forgot the name of, and MS HO! :D msho moved to rulang in p5, remember. ._.
so... ya. then finished talk, we ate alot. then left with venus for home.
^^ i brought her mooncakes home by mistake.
---
i feel rather depressed. stressed. emotionless. verbally ironic. pissed off. angry.
undescribed.
byeeeee. i miss rosyth ge.
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