That innocence we leave behind, like a chrysalis after a caterpillar’s metamorphosis into a beautiful butterfly is manifested in their every move.
Meaningful.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
{ 8:00 PM on '><' }
Heyo, I'm here to liven up the dead blog. -.-
NVM.
THIS IS FOR ME TO READ IN THE UPCOMING FUTURE. (: [if there's one. -.-]
---
I've just realised how important reflection and metacognition is. How important, and how beneficial doing CIP actually is.
When I went to Towner Gardens today, I went with a heavy heart as Sarah and Laura (zzz -.-) weren't going, due to weird reasons I don't want to know. I went with an extremely squished stomach as I ate PLAIN BREAD ]<
Doesn't sound so bad?
IT MADE ME FEEL GUILTY.
Anyway, the guilt washed away after I was led out of the gay music room and into the hall, where the carnival was held. I helped out abit at the Fireman Rescue stall, happily (: I didn't really see the importance of CIP then. I just played random games, collected tissue paper (yeah. lol.) and this very cute orange balloon-twisted parrot thing, but most of all- I missed the joy of being with those TGS people and cheering them on, those stuff. It might not be alot, but it just makes me reflective when I look at their expressions.
They, who happen to be mentally disabled- and what we classify unfortunate, are yet able to be so carefree, to be contented easily, and to live life simply. They are able to give seamlessly, yet us, who are already much more fortunate than them are only concentrated on taking. The CIP is actually, an opportunity for us to give, not to take. Yet, I totally wrecked the chance by doing the exact opposite.
After the TGS, after consolation from someone, I realised the true importance of this.
Ever since I was diagnosed with anaemia 2 days ago, (yeah shocking huh -.-) I've been in mixed spirits. Thankfully, I won't need to go for PE anytime soon. But what about it? PE is a part of life, sadly enough. Thing is, I'd be wondering: Why me? Why am I the one who got anaemia? Is it because I deserve it?
Yet we link it back to Towner Gardens. Did the kids there deserve to be mentally disabled? They were born like that. I guess, these diseases don't really go to who 'deserves' and who 'doesn't deserve' it. It is just... the way of life. Its uncontrollable, and instead of lamenting on the fact that I have anaemia, why not take action and fight it?
Like Xu Zijia, he's in a worser state than me: Bone Cancer, at only 18. If he can take the pain, the torment and even aim to sit for his A levels, why am I thinking of giving up and not taking my MALAY TEST on wednesday? Isn't that the wrong mindset?
I should take action, not sit here and act on self-pity.
As JayPee said, "Anyway everything will be fine de. This may sound veh fake lah, but its true =) "
:D Jiayou, CASS! (CASS, YOU ROCK AND I LOVE YOU ALOT. LOL.)
Anyway, on the bright side,
I GET TO ASK THE DOCTORS FOR ANSWERS TO MY SCIENCE WORKSHEETS WHEN I'M AT THE HOSPITAL. xD
Yeah, that was a healthy attempt at relivening the blog. (:
I GOT A TATTOO OF A TIGER ON MY FACE HAHAHAHAHAHA.
[edit]
what a reflective and metacognitive post. o.o
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009
{ 8:37 PM on 'PERSONALITYTEST.' }
OOPS I'M HERE TO POST. ><
Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
I DO NOT FLIRT/BEHAVE SEDUCTIVELY. -.-
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
YOUR DEAREST CASS IS HERE TO POST CAUSE IRENE IS COMPLAINING.
:D Fell sick on Friday. -.- ZZZ. Was forced to go home by ZhengLaoShi! Cause I ran a temperature of 39.2 Degrees. -.- (ZZZ! Vivian PWN-ed me. Her highest was 39.5 degrees hahahaha.)
ANW slacked at home. -.- YESTERDAY AND TODAY TOO! D: SLACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Waiting for Laura to stop BRB-ing so she can help me with History (:
--
Tmr will be a sadsad day cause it's MATHCAMP. D: Laura's not coming, (poor slavey!) -.- Sarah's coming at 12+, and I'm going to be ALONE for the first few hours. Except for the fact that I'm going to school with Peish and... Venus & Julia probably :D
RAWR. I SWEAR I WILL FINISH MY HIST TODAY.
NIGHT(:
(I refuse to post about that stupid Thursday at Science Centre. It was gay and nonsensical.)
Thursday, March 12, 2009
{ 7:37 AM on 'D:' }
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAWNE AND BING! <3 Yay, my best friends (Ha Minch, you're already 14.) are all 14 already? So they can take care of a SWEET AND LOVELY young person like me. xD
HAVE FUN IN RGS, <3 Cass. (I ROCKKKK.)
Hello! ._. Dead blog, again. -.- Nevermind [: I get my own private blogspace.
WARNING To those to come but never tag, WATCH OUT.
xD Anw, am going for my french test ._. I'm scaredddddddddddd! After that will be off to sciencecentre though. (:
Omg T.T SCAREDDDDDDDDDDDDD. So, I'm going of soon. (:
BYE. Jianchong just reminded me of my impending frenchtest. -.-" I KNOW IT WAS ON PURPOSE.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
{ 11:20 AM on 'UM.' }
HOMEWORK! :D
ZOMG, sorry I currently am on a blogging-is-retarded-and-homework's-more-impt mode. -.-
ANWHOMEWORKLIST.
#1. Malay! #2. Math worksheets #3. ACC -.- #4. Ju Ben! #5. ZOMG, STUDY FOR FRENCH!
$ Meet up for Juben, $ Meet up for... CME? $ Meet up for... I don't know. -.- $ Meet up with 6GEclique xD Dawne's birdday ahahahaha.
AHHHH LOOK AT THE STRESS! D: SEE, THIS IS WHY I DON'T POST. -.-
Anw, Malay is going to kill me. -.- I WISH IT WAS FRENCH OR SOMETHING! -.- Malay is so un-understandable. -.-
-.-! -.- -.- -.- heehee.
OKAY SHUTUP CASS. i'm going to do my work :D I WISH M'DEAREST CASS THE BEST OF LUCK AND LOVE FOR FRENCH TEST [:
lol, a bientot -.-
Sunday, March 29, 2009
{ 11:01 AM on '' }
By Anonymous:
That innocence we leave behind, like a chrysalis after a caterpillar’s metamorphosis into a beautiful butterfly is manifested in their every move.
Meaningful.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
{ 8:00 PM on '><' }
Heyo, I'm here to liven up the dead blog. -.-
NVM.
THIS IS FOR ME TO READ IN THE UPCOMING FUTURE. (: [if there's one. -.-]
---
I've just realised how important reflection and metacognition is. How important, and how beneficial doing CIP actually is.
When I went to Towner Gardens today, I went with a heavy heart as Sarah and Laura (zzz -.-) weren't going, due to weird reasons I don't want to know. I went with an extremely squished stomach as I ate PLAIN BREAD ]<
Doesn't sound so bad?
IT MADE ME FEEL GUILTY.
Anyway, the guilt washed away after I was led out of the gay music room and into the hall, where the carnival was held. I helped out abit at the Fireman Rescue stall, happily (: I didn't really see the importance of CIP then. I just played random games, collected tissue paper (yeah. lol.) and this very cute orange balloon-twisted parrot thing, but most of all- I missed the joy of being with those TGS people and cheering them on, those stuff. It might not be alot, but it just makes me reflective when I look at their expressions.
They, who happen to be mentally disabled- and what we classify unfortunate, are yet able to be so carefree, to be contented easily, and to live life simply. They are able to give seamlessly, yet us, who are already much more fortunate than them are only concentrated on taking. The CIP is actually, an opportunity for us to give, not to take. Yet, I totally wrecked the chance by doing the exact opposite.
After the TGS, after consolation from someone, I realised the true importance of this.
Ever since I was diagnosed with anaemia 2 days ago, (yeah shocking huh -.-) I've been in mixed spirits. Thankfully, I won't need to go for PE anytime soon. But what about it? PE is a part of life, sadly enough. Thing is, I'd be wondering: Why me? Why am I the one who got anaemia? Is it because I deserve it?
Yet we link it back to Towner Gardens. Did the kids there deserve to be mentally disabled? They were born like that. I guess, these diseases don't really go to who 'deserves' and who 'doesn't deserve' it. It is just... the way of life. Its uncontrollable, and instead of lamenting on the fact that I have anaemia, why not take action and fight it?
Like Xu Zijia, he's in a worser state than me: Bone Cancer, at only 18. If he can take the pain, the torment and even aim to sit for his A levels, why am I thinking of giving up and not taking my MALAY TEST on wednesday? Isn't that the wrong mindset?
I should take action, not sit here and act on self-pity.
As JayPee said, "Anyway everything will be fine de. This may sound veh fake lah, but its true =) "
:D Jiayou, CASS! (CASS, YOU ROCK AND I LOVE YOU ALOT. LOL.)
Anyway, on the bright side,
I GET TO ASK THE DOCTORS FOR ANSWERS TO MY SCIENCE WORKSHEETS WHEN I'M AT THE HOSPITAL. xD
Yeah, that was a healthy attempt at relivening the blog. (:
I GOT A TATTOO OF A TIGER ON MY FACE HAHAHAHAHAHA.
[edit]
what a reflective and metacognitive post. o.o
[/edit]
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
{ 8:37 PM on 'PERSONALITYTEST.' }
OOPS I'M HERE TO POST. ><
Your view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
I DO NOT FLIRT/BEHAVE SEDUCTIVELY. -.-
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
YOUR DEAREST CASS IS HERE TO POST CAUSE IRENE IS COMPLAINING.
:D Fell sick on Friday. -.- ZZZ. Was forced to go home by ZhengLaoShi! Cause I ran a temperature of 39.2 Degrees. -.- (ZZZ! Vivian PWN-ed me. Her highest was 39.5 degrees hahahaha.)
ANW slacked at home. -.- YESTERDAY AND TODAY TOO! D: SLACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Waiting for Laura to stop BRB-ing so she can help me with History (:
--
Tmr will be a sadsad day cause it's MATHCAMP. D: Laura's not coming, (poor slavey!) -.- Sarah's coming at 12+, and I'm going to be ALONE for the first few hours. Except for the fact that I'm going to school with Peish and... Venus & Julia probably :D
RAWR. I SWEAR I WILL FINISH MY HIST TODAY.
NIGHT(:
(I refuse to post about that stupid Thursday at Science Centre. It was gay and nonsensical.)
Thursday, March 12, 2009
{ 7:37 AM on 'D:' }
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAWNE AND BING! <3 Yay, my best friends (Ha Minch, you're already 14.) are all 14 already? So they can take care of a SWEET AND LOVELY young person like me. xD
HAVE FUN IN RGS, <3 Cass. (I ROCKKKK.)
Hello! ._. Dead blog, again. -.- Nevermind [: I get my own private blogspace.
WARNING To those to come but never tag, WATCH OUT.
xD Anw, am going for my french test ._. I'm scaredddddddddddd! After that will be off to sciencecentre though. (:
Omg T.T SCAREDDDDDDDDDDDDD. So, I'm going of soon. (:
BYE. Jianchong just reminded me of my impending frenchtest. -.-" I KNOW IT WAS ON PURPOSE.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
{ 11:20 AM on 'UM.' }
HOMEWORK! :D
ZOMG, sorry I currently am on a blogging-is-retarded-and-homework's-more-impt mode. -.-
ANWHOMEWORKLIST.
#1. Malay! #2. Math worksheets #3. ACC -.- #4. Ju Ben! #5. ZOMG, STUDY FOR FRENCH!
