As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Trying to tell me something?
That won't happen to me, except that I'll die one day. -.-
Depression rofl :x
# Compile my XYBJ nicely! (:
# RS, final edits.
# Read the stupid MoV -.-
# Print/File everything, pack my bag.
Heehee, I got this from Lyzel's boyfriend's blog xD
I'm done O:
Thursday, June 25, 2009
{ 11:30 AM on 'bugis!' }
BROTHER D:
# Rewrite TKAM Essay # XYBJ Photos [final edits] # RS PPT # Math... Final edits. [Check SarahLAIJUANMIN for the nets&design]
---
Quite okay(:
Went to Bugis yesterday TOPSHOP SELLS UNDERWEAR :D so cool I didn't know! I didn't buy anything, duh. Went there for like, 3 hours and I left -.- You know National Library lifts are quite screwed, they're very far apart. And they don't seem to make any sound to announce their arrival. SCREWED. :D
why do i still feel high when they say your name why do i still smile when you sit beside me i thought 2 weeks was enough to help me stop my addiction but i guess not. why you? we only started out as friends but gosh, i wish i wasn't so insane.
the fire you ignited, the good, bad and undecided;
Monday, June 22, 2009
{ 5:18 PM on 'D:' }
Oh god, woke up today feeling extremely sick.
I suspect I've strep throat.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
{ 11:40 AM on 'T.T' }
i meant that literally. :D
the past few days have been emotional ones, practically zero smses ]: gosh, and i'm going to vch with venus today to watch swo concert :D
eep. i've been neglecting this place. -.- i'm a busy person yo!
i mean literally, who would want to read about other people's boring life o.o THUS, BYEBYE. :D
zzzhappyfudder'sday, yo.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
{ 6:37 PM on 'BOYFRIENDCRITERIA.' }
you fit the criteria.
WHY LEHH. MYHOMEWORKISLIKESCREWED!
Chinese! LA MerchantOfVenice.
JYYYCASSSS.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
{ 10:29 AM on 'RHYTHM.' }
PICTURES YUP. :D
RHYTHM+3RDJUNE <3
Irene's gift. :D
RHYTHM CARDS! <3>
Green; YenHan
Pink; Lishan
Red; ChingEe
Yellow+Bluewords; Sheena
White; Zoe
Pink (Skulls); KahYing
Jiaen's one is a birthday gift which isn't here. :D
Cause its special, yup.
And the
WOOHOO STAY SICK! XOXO
is from CHINGEE. =.=
Here! <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6oxDeWs-odsGq8AS5fsZPkZXI1NYZL3UIceL6FTsVlZz_NpFCrqntZr33NEXHImdHkbHyJ4PNzGJ_pyjk0Ckucq-HdiZMoXORqENogyfv4-rl43LdSBTb-VhVaO7ULAo8dRz_mkTQbsJ4/s1600-h/P06-06-09_23.44.JPG"> The cards I wrote.
LOOK AT THE CUTE DUCKS!
Zoe's gift!
TY ZOE <3>
Btw, the cookies are super nice. Haha.
WEITING & YANTING. (:
epicphail -.-
LAURALAIJUANMINN. :D
HANNNNNAHHHH.
CASS; JULIA, and EMILY being extra. :D
JIAENNNN.
sorry i look abit gay here;
VENUS & I. :D
JIAQIIIII AND MEE. :D
JIAQI&CHING.
CHING EE :D
so gay -.-
---
meeee omg. -.-
iDOG. :D
MORIJI! :D
A slice of THE CAKE! :D
CAKE :D
I want to thank loads of people;
Birthday Wishes!
SMS-
11.32pm; Irene
11.57pm; JingPei
12.03am; Vivian
12.08am; Randy
12.16am; Melvin
12.17am; ChingYing
06.30am; RongYing
07.06am; Darien
08.06am; Laura
[edit] 08.++am; YEOPEISHAN!
sry! i think the message got deleted by accident. :/
hahaha ty! <3 i love you.
see you got special message here. -.-
[/edit] 12.38pm; Alex
01.58pm; Venus
02.11pm; Lianne
04.33pm; Dawne
08.39pm; MinChih
09.03pm; ZiBing
10.57pm; ChitYee
11.37pm; Bimbonana2 xD
11.53pm; JingPei [this isn't a typo. -.-]
-
YanTing, WeiTing for birthday wishes too. (:
And what have you. -.-
------
In regards to RHYTHMXXIII,
Although I often complain that my seniors are rather cold to me and stuff, I will really miss them when they're gone. ): I often rely on them to cover up for me and now with them gone, I'm going to die cause my presence will cause ChingEe to perish too.
I HEART DHSSB; SAXES; AND WHATHAVEYOUS. :D
Saturday, June 27, 2009
{ 10:13 AM on ':x' }
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Trying to tell me something?
That won't happen to me, except that I'll die one day. -.-
Depression rofl :x
# Compile my XYBJ nicely! (:
# RS, final edits.
# Read the stupid MoV -.-
# Print/File everything, pack my bag.
Heehee, I got this from Lyzel's boyfriend's blog xD
I'm done O:
Thursday, June 25, 2009
{ 11:30 AM on 'bugis!' }
BROTHER D:
# Rewrite TKAM Essay # XYBJ Photos [final edits] # RS PPT # Math... Final edits. [Check SarahLAIJUANMIN for the nets&design]
---
Quite okay(:
Went to Bugis yesterday TOPSHOP SELLS UNDERWEAR :D so cool I didn't know! I didn't buy anything, duh. Went there for like, 3 hours and I left -.- You know National Library lifts are quite screwed, they're very far apart. And they don't seem to make any sound to announce their arrival. SCREWED. :D
why do i still feel high when they say your name why do i still smile when you sit beside me i thought 2 weeks was enough to help me stop my addiction but i guess not. why you? we only started out as friends but gosh, i wish i wasn't so insane.
the fire you ignited, the good, bad and undecided;
Monday, June 22, 2009
{ 5:18 PM on 'D:' }
Oh god, woke up today feeling extremely sick.
I suspect I've strep throat.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
{ 11:40 AM on 'T.T' }
i meant that literally. :D
the past few days have been emotional ones, practically zero smses ]: gosh, and i'm going to vch with venus today to watch swo concert :D
eep. i've been neglecting this place. -.- i'm a busy person yo!
i mean literally, who would want to read about other people's boring life o.o THUS, BYEBYE. :D
zzzhappyfudder'sday, yo.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
{ 6:37 PM on 'BOYFRIENDCRITERIA.' }
you fit the criteria.
WHY LEHH. MYHOMEWORKISLIKESCREWED!
Chinese! LA MerchantOfVenice.
JYYYCASSSS.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
{ 10:29 AM on 'RHYTHM.' }
PICTURES YUP. :D
RHYTHM+3RDJUNE <3
Irene's gift. :D
RHYTHM CARDS! <3>
Green; YenHan
Pink; Lishan
Red; ChingEe
Yellow+Bluewords; Sheena
White; Zoe
Pink (Skulls); KahYing
Jiaen's one is a birthday gift which isn't here. :D
Cause its special, yup.
And the
WOOHOO STAY SICK! XOXO
is from CHINGEE. =.=
Here! <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6oxDeWs-odsGq8AS5fsZPkZXI1NYZL3UIceL6FTsVlZz_NpFCrqntZr33NEXHImdHkbHyJ4PNzGJ_pyjk0Ckucq-HdiZMoXORqENogyfv4-rl43LdSBTb-VhVaO7ULAo8dRz_mkTQbsJ4/s1600-h/P06-06-09_23.44.JPG"> The cards I wrote.
LOOK AT THE CUTE DUCKS!
Zoe's gift!
TY ZOE <3>
Btw, the cookies are super nice. Haha.
WEITING & YANTING. (:
epicphail -.-
LAURALAIJUANMINN. :D
HANNNNNAHHHH.
CASS; JULIA, and EMILY being extra. :D
JIAENNNN.
sorry i look abit gay here;
VENUS & I. :D
JIAQIIIII AND MEE. :D
JIAQI&CHING.
CHING EE :D
so gay -.-
---
meeee omg. -.-
iDOG. :D
MORIJI! :D
A slice of THE CAKE! :D
CAKE :D
I want to thank loads of people;
Birthday Wishes!
SMS-
11.32pm; Irene
11.57pm; JingPei
12.03am; Vivian
12.08am; Randy
12.16am; Melvin
12.17am; ChingYing
06.30am; RongYing
07.06am; Darien
08.06am; Laura
[edit] 08.++am; YEOPEISHAN!
sry! i think the message got deleted by accident. :/
hahaha ty! <3 i love you.
see you got special message here. -.-
[/edit] 12.38pm; Alex
01.58pm; Venus
02.11pm; Lianne
04.33pm; Dawne
08.39pm; MinChih
09.03pm; ZiBing
10.57pm; ChitYee
11.37pm; Bimbonana2 xD
11.53pm; JingPei [this isn't a typo. -.-]
-
YanTing, WeiTing for birthday wishes too. (:
And what have you. -.-
------
In regards to RHYTHMXXIII,
Although I often complain that my seniors are rather cold to me and stuff, I will really miss them when they're gone. ): I often rely on them to cover up for me and now with them gone, I'm going to die cause my presence will cause ChingEe to perish too.
